FUCK OLD LADIES

I just got in my first accident with my lexus. me and an old lady backed into eachother in the stop and shop parking lot. I only have a crack in my bumper, and her door is dented but it still works.

but I'm leaving the country in twelve hours.

"I hang out, smoke, stare at the ceiling. The ceiling doesn't have much to say to me this morning, can't tell me why I can't get off my bed, can't tell me why my sorrow is starting to feel like rage, can't tell me how I'm supposed to deal with it, can't tell me shit. I smoke, stare, wait, wait, wait, nothing."

"deep, long relationships are like cancer, they go away but they never leave" -dad

I'll pretend that I'm fine ( Read more... )

FUCK ALL OF YOU

except ya know, those of you who are still cool and haven't done anything really shitty in the last week

You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach
Every time I think of you, I puke
You must just not know
You may not think you do, but you do
Every time I think of you I puke

I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem
But off of the dome would probably be a little more, more suitable for this type of song
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i'm on my feet
i'm on the floor
i'm good to go
all i need is just to hear a song i know

i wanna always feel like part of this was mine

i wanna fall in love tonight

i don't know if it matters,
but i'm sorry

they say actions speak louder than words, i'm terrible with words so i guess i'm just going to let my actions speak for themselves.

you'll get it.

over the weekend, I realized that I'm sick of cranston. then I realized I'm sick of this whole damn state ( Read more... )

uhh..

there was something I wanted to say.

shit