i am confused. im not sure what exactly im feeling, or if i want to be feeling this. i mean. i've been through it all before and it didnt end too nicely. but. ahh. idk. i just dont know. i miss you i guess.

comment if you <3 me :)

don't touch me please, i cannot stand the way you tease!!

ohkay. for the past 2 hours i have been researching what i want to be when i grow up and where i want to go to collge and stuff like that. and i want to be a psychiatrist. im not sure what field i want to specialize in though. I'm going to have to get into a pretty good college, complete my pre-med stuff. (that'll take 4 years) get into med school ( Read more... )

so my last entry was because of my mother. she's an insane drunk pretty much. and she kicked me out of the house and took away my phone. so im living with my dad now and he got me a new cell phone. if you want the number comment. and i lost everyone's number cuz i dont have my phone book. and i know like 4 ppls numbers. so i'll need everyone's ( Read more... )

everything's stupid. sometimes i want to become a hermit. or live in a cave by myself. i just want to have one really good week. just one. not one good day then one horrible day. im sick of this. all of it. i need to talk to someone. but nobody really wants to listen or cares. i mean i know im being all emo and gay but. who actually cares about me ( Read more... )

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wednesday's cedar point. fun. i'll be hangin out with brianna, her boyfriend, and maybe andy. if im not hangin out with andy then i'll feel like a 5th wheel. (is that the right expression??) anyways. so i hope andy hangs out w/ me. i miss allan!!! he hasnt even been gone like a week and already i wish he was back! like nobody else talks to me ( Read more... )

woot woot! i have an appointment to get my hair dyed on tuesday!!! its going to be blondeee. im excited!!! :D

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mkay. how's this sound to everybody? you're all stupid and you suck. screw all of you. except for a few choice people that is.