ps. i havent talked to Him since wednesday and its driving me absolutely insane!!! ahh!
*sigh*
why am i so pathetic?

more like im fully screwing up stairway to heaven but thats ok! at least im trying...right? wrong! wow my guitar playing sounds so horrid! it makes me want to cry lol seriously if any of you play (which i know some of you do) dont stop playing for idk say...2,3 years and then try to pick it up again. it sounds like shit. (or kurt or w/e) seriously ( Read more... )

we're going ice blocking! we're going ice blocking! w00t w00t! yay ok so i havent written in quite the time here so um heres a litte re-cap-a-roo of whats happened: friday was super lame school wise b/c of the history and bio tests which i basically failed but w/e. oh and ms carey decided to give us way lots of hw which im rather bitter about but ( Read more... )

omg fuck fuck fuck!!! i so just had like a 6 page long entry and then rachel made me read her stupid comment (that really wasnt stupid) in madis lj and now its all gone b/c im a dumb fuck. ugh thats so annoying. i quit. ill write it again later lol im very annoyed right now.

yum omg i just ate a really good orange lol i LOVE fresh fruit! when its PERFECTLY ripe and all juicy and sweet and cold mmmm! =D ( Read more... )

half day tomorrow! yay yay! i'll update then.
lol! in chicago half days are called "early release" days or something and my aunt was saying how it sounds like prison or a mental institution, like theyre getting out of thier sentance or therapy or something haha nvm

this entry is basically all about xc and running drama so if ya'll dont wanna read it its cool ( Read more... )

i think we should have tuesdays off more often, this is totally rocking my world! and i bet itll make the rest of the week seem to go by fast too ( Read more... )

Hey! and my apologies for the abrupt ending to yesterdays entry, mom and dad came home and I wasn’t supposed to be on the computer haha whoops! So just to finish that off, basically carps hc was the ghetto-est thing of my life. not really I guess, it was just hella small w/ like 300 people lol and this bitty dance floor that was basically one mad ( Read more... )

friday: we had history presentations so i left late from 4th and ended up getting stuck sitting three to a fucking seat! w/ RUBY! ahhh! i thought i was gonna shoot myself, luckily lompoc isnt that far. oh man and it was pouring rain while we were driving but of course when we got there it stopped which i was really bitter about but i got over it b/ ( Read more... )