i'm glad that i finally figured things out...my emotions, my life.

finally, i feel good, really good.

things are so much less complicated now.

thank you for listening, thank you for understanding, thank you for being there for me.

"Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn"
-the smashing pumpkins

even though i may seem shallow, i'm really not.

you, you are shallow if you are so ignorant that you truly think i am.

my life is so cursory anyway...what more can i do?

so yeah, it's almost over.

thank god.

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cleaned off my friends list. if you can't read my entry from earlier today, you're gone.

sometimes reality is just so painful, you can't bear it any longer.

i just filled out my enrollment status form for spring 2004.

it's final. i will still be attending occidental college.

i figured i might as well try it out for a whole year.

ive been sick.

yuck.

i enjoyed my weekend in costa mesa ( Read more... )