things are getting better again. :)

or maybe i should just let it all wash over me...just stand here in this place in my life and let the river flow past me - because i don't see any other solution aside from being in pain, and that will happen anyway, because even if i let it go i will always see it sparkling in the distance with the hope that i cherish ( Read more... )

i knew that a euphoria so high was destined not to last forever as i had hoped.
but there really isn't anything i can do about it. except wait, and hope. hope that it is realized how much they really mean to me.

::speechless::

...in a good way.

either it is because i'm very tired, or because i'm indescribably happy, or maybe a combination of the two:
i feel like i'm living a dream.

i'm the happiest fucking person alive right now.

it was amazing looking at the fires in the distance last night.

it's funny sometimes how you can be completely honest with someone about how you feel, but it seems as though they don't really understand that you're really being honest.

so what if i really do like you? i just wish i had a chance.

I think the fires must be getting better or something.

Today was magnificent. My midterm in English went better than I had expected (I hope) and I turned in my paper in Existentialism that I think I did really well on.
I took a delightful nap in between my morning and afternoon classes as the sun shone in on me.

Today was really beautiful.

the advantage of not changing the time on your clock: you get up earlier then you are supposed to and can then study for your midterm that is in 1.5 hours.