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[tanquat]

i was going to write something different, something possibly more interesting to read than this, that is, for those who read my journals instead of overlooking them. looking at ya'lls livejournals, hearing news about you guys, i dont know. it sort of makes me a little sad to know how you all have changed, how ive changed, and how its getting harder

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[uhhuhcookie]

Josh. I love you, just in case you forgot. I miss you alot. I know I dont talk much and I am one of the people that you cant really pass the I'm good how about you part of a conversation. I'm sorry I'm really busy during 2nd semester. I do miss you and I miss talking on the phone at all hours of the night and being able to call you if I needed anything, anything at all. I still will think about calling you, but when I think about it I get sidetracked or I'm with someone and I forget to call later. I need better organization skills man. We need to hang out first thing when you get home just to have like a catch up hang out do nothing day. okay? Okay.
Oh yeah. I love you, just in case you forgot. :)

[sanj926]

i know EXACTLY how you feel. i'm nervous too. and i think of all those things too. You think its easy being in the same city as all of them...well its not as easy as you think. I'm still in college and yes, i see some of them but its not how it used to be. For us, we'll never get everything back the way we want it, but i guess we just have to make do. We got eachother(yeah that sounds gay.

[rammerjammergrl]

Josh, believe me, I can sympathize with you! Since my mom moved out to Atlanta in September, everything has changed for me. There are times that I would practically kill to be able to spend my summer or even a weekend in Birmingham. When I do get to venture to the Magic City for the weekend, its wonderful seeing old friends, but you're right. Things have changed. I'm not the same person I once was when I left for college. I have grown in a lot of ways. I've dealt with things I never thought I would have to deal with so young, but if there is anything that I have learned through all this shit, is that everything truly happens for a reason. I'm spending my summer in ATL. Terrified about being there for months on end where the only other person I know there is my mother! I know, somehow, I'll get through it. You will get through all this shit too. Yeah, its gonna be weird, but that's an opportunity for you to show people the Josh who just got back from school. People change; friendships change. Its part of life. We have to work to keep