the last entry was everclear rambling, all lies from the man! go now i must later write i will

I think the yin-yang broke...no reason to stop now, no one to know now, no one to care now...let the shades of death decend like a lost lover, because death will love me like no one else ever could, their hateful eyes always judging me and wishing i was dead, well watch on starfuckers because wishes are being answered. The corpse is empty but so is ( Read more... )

Well last night i was still suffering the side effects of SOMEONES brillant idea to make special cake with special chocolat and adding special butter, with some happy pills and MJ delight. Did you know it only cost $2.50 to buy 5 uncooked eggs from Jack in the Box and only 15 minutes to explain to them why you want them without revealing that you' ( Read more... )

well i spent the night drunk in that apartment of this woman i have a crush on at work, i don't remember much except talking, then she left and went somewhere and while she was gone i got drunker and cleaned her place for her, woke up this morning with a really nice feeling hangover, man i love the devil in the cellar. Red red wine goes to my head ( Read more... )

The other night I stayed on the phone with christina for a couple hours and she told me this little philosphy that made perfect sense about us. She said we were like yin and yang. And I guess theres no question about whos the shadow side that everyone loves only in drug haze or throes of rejection. I missed her so much she really is like the light ( Read more... )

I've got a tempest in my fist, and I am going to smash your face. I will drown you in your own ignorance old man, don't ever FUCK WITH ME AGAIN!!! Unless you want to bleed asshole.

Pain. It reminds you that you're alive. It peels away the facade of your plastic smiles and bleeds all the poison from your chaotic soul. The slow strangling sensation spreads up your spin and suffocates all the despair, you feel the stream of vermillion tears pour from your crimson wound and you surrender to the sickness, the world an irritation ( Read more... )

At times life feels like having just learned to fly only to realise that your wings are broken and the blood from the wounds is filling up the room, the hands of ghost scouring your body, carving their harsh criticisms into your already tainted flesh, the echos of failure screaming into your brain and dragging your soul down into the dark waters. ( Read more... )

Its as if the nine gates of hell have opened within my skull and every little demon is running through the gray ravages of my mind, fucking my sainty into oblivion. One day I am at the peak of happiness with cory back in the band, just yesterday we finally wrote music to 'Break the Servant' and started work on 'Dark Water', I also began starting ( Read more... )

anoter song of mine ( Read more... )