so what am i to do?

[tantrik]

I just get done on friday with a horrible presentation where its all to terrebly obvious that im sleep deprived. i come home kick of my shoes, flop down on the couch to watch a movie while wallowing in my own existence

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[sheeppainter]

My first major was art.
I failed badly.
Most people told me: you will go no where with that anyway.
I spent the next 12 years totally fucking miserable always looking for something.

I went back to college and got two more degrees in art and I am the happiest I have ever been. I am a self employed artists with a home, friends and everything I could ever want. (almost)

Don't let anyone tell you that "art" is a worthless in that it won't get you "a good job making good money"
There are much more important things in life than a good job abd good money. I wake up every morning knowing I am doing exactly what I am supposed to be doing. Thats much better than a paycheck.
Whether that is right for you...I dunno. Are other people's suggestions based on experience important? yes. Do I need to heed them. No.

Follow your own path.

Maybe it will lead you to come over and clean my house? :-)

Thanks for your post

[tantrik]

I really appreciate you taking the time to add a comment; I think it’s the first real one that I’ve gotten. Your words mean allot to me, and I most certainly need all the positive influence I can get.

I can only hope that my future will turn out as well as yours has.