Wow, it's been like a DECADE AND A HALF. Holy noodles. I wonder, if noodles had holes in them...would they sound like a flute..? *ponders* Cowabunga dude! Uhm, gee, I'm rusty. "Before I leave, if you wouldn't mind, I would like to caress your rusty kettle." Heh. Ahh good stuff ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. Worthless. Depressed. Full of angst. Betrayed. I feel like I can't do this anymore. I'm lying to myself constantly and trying to be someone I am not. I feel so stupid. I'm slipping. I hate it. All I want to do is sleep. I usually hate sleeping. But right now, it's really, really nice. It's the closest thing to escaping life aside ( Read more... )

Something new #1) I got drunk for the first time, not overly...but a little bit. It was...different. It wasn't so much fun after Steph and Lindsey left ( Read more... )

So I don't care anymore. What happens with me happens, what happens with Dan happens, and it has nothing to do with me. When he comes back at Christmas, great, we're friends. Before he left he told me that if we broke up he still wanted to try again next summer where he has 4 months off instead of two...and I agreed. But now I'm thinking that I'm ( Read more... )

You heard it hear first folks. I'm now a single woman. I feel like shit. Dan wants this other girl that he's been hanging around with lots. Her name's Erin. So he broke up with me, because after only three weeks, he has no more feelings left for me. I still love him. I guess I'll move on, maybe even find someone else. I hate guys, but they keep me ( Read more... )

We first met on Feb. 13, 2004. Since then we've spent 69 days together, today. We started dating on June 5, 2004. My first kiss was on June 20, 2004. We exchanged our first "I Love You's" on July 26th, 2004. I still love him, and I plan to continue to. Though, trust me, these aren't the sort of things you plan. I never wanted this, and I tried my ( Read more... )

Dan: You're so beautiful ( Read more... )

In a very messed up sort of way. Ever hear the phrase "Bad things happen to good people"? It's stated in the Bible that God makes things harder for good people so that the good people develop a strong will power to get through hardships as they grow as people. I must be a really good person. The only good things going on in my life right now are ( Read more... )

Mom gets third chemo treatment tomorrow ( Read more... )

XD Ahhhhh I'm STILL laughing about that. Ah yes, I am a dork. A taken dork. *happified* I've been waiting for him for so long...like since March =P I knew he liked me, everyone said so and you could tell, but it took him forever to do anything about it, I'm glad it finally did though. =D We went to a concert last Thursday night. Sparta. They were ( Read more... )