disappointment and regret

[tanvi]

she doesn't smile. nor does she laugh. and if she does it shocks me, i glance at her in awe. to me, her laugh sounds forced, because i'm not used to hearing it. i once tried to teach her how to smile for pictures, but it didn't work. she wasn't able to do it. he cheeks would pick up over her well defined cheekbones, then a brief forced smile would

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[mdg333]

She loves you in the best way she know how, even if it is wrong. She can't always see that what she does pushes you away instead of bringing you closer. But deep down you know she is so proud of you and will love you forever, even if she doesn't always show it with a big, beautiful smile.

[tanvi]

thanks. that made me feel a lot better.