Why should tomorrow be any different from all the other days I'm single? I see numerous couples everyday of my life. People only think it gets worse of Feb. 14 coz they actually go out of their way to notice them. That and they carry around flowers. I can see why that would upset some people but personally, flowers are useless to me (unless they're ( Read more... )

Today I found myself an a fairly pleasant mood considering everything. Plastic na kung plastic. But dammit, bitch, you are in no way better than me. I'd really like to see you try and take me down. Really. You won't win. I'll be sitting in the front row watching you crash and burn after all this shit goes down. It's gonna be one helluva show!

Yay for Tarlac and the girls I admire the most!!

Everything is so beautiful there. The house, the room, the bed of roses, the kitchen, the pool, the sugar mountain, the alcohol factory, the weather, the tan lines, the trees... Everything. It was a whole different world there and I wish we never had to leave.

But that's over now and it's back to ( Read more... )

I am so relieved.

Unfortunately, relief is a far cry from happiness.

Judgment day is fast approaching. I'm scared.

A lot of things suck right now. And I really do mean a lot. For myself as well as several people I hold dear to me.

Praying for things to get better.
Hoping for a miracle.

Things will be alright in the end.

And yet I, myself, am finding it hard to believe those words.

Pahabol lang.
I miss you.

Maybe this is all just a desperate attempt to create some excitement in my life. Nothing more.

I want what I can't have.

So I take whatever I can get.

Beggars can't be choosers.

You go to sleep hoping tomorrow will be better.

You open your eyes and nothing's changed.

Funnily enough, I don't even miss you.
You've just become too much of a pain to deal with on a daily basis.
Goodbye, non-friend!!