i'm definitely going to stop drinking coffee's anytime past 6pm.

ridiculous.

and tonight as i finish off my day, i say this once again:

because life is beautiful only if you make it to be and the more days i sit here complaining and doing nothing, the longer it'll take me to get where i'm going.

i feel accomplished.

I'm home and I want to go back. like, right now.

1 week ago i was having dinner with ate, at the buffet from our LONG day excursion. anticipating the show, and the party at the disco.

i miss it so much.

soooooooooooooooooooooooo i chopped off my hair. and they thinned the crap out of it and i don't like it.

:(

After this week, i have officially lost all love for hula.
my passion has withered and I don't know when or if i'll ever be able to find it again.

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i'm confused.
and lost.
and scared.
and torn.
and afraid.

for what the future holds.

and it fucking sucks

i just wanna partaaaaaaaay.
i just wanna partaaaaaaaay.
i just wanna partaaaaaaaay.

I have.. a presentation today.
And i'm scared.
:(
BUT on the other hand, just get through this and i have :

10 page paper due tuesday.
6 page paper + exam wednesday
and then take home exam due april 8th.
and i'm officially DONE my undergrad.

can't wait!

When you lose grasp of your outlets, your sources of happines, inner peace, calmness, pretty much your escape from it all..then what ( Read more... )