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[tapatee]

today is my reunion. don't really want to go. don't know why i am going, really, other than curiosity. it was fun to complain about the fact that my class couldn't organize one five years ago. now that they have...kind of wish they hadn't.

eh fuck it. i'm not in the mood to write today.

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[gemrepus]

you don't have to go, if you don't want. and if you're curious, then i bet they are too! everyone always goes there with expectations, or something in their head about what it'll be like.

frankly, those people are different people now. 10 years is a long time. you're different. imagine it's just a room full of people who you 've never met before. they haven't ever met you, either. that's actually less desolate than you think! that's downright fun, sometimes!

you can do it. :) enjoy tonight. get those gents to buy you drinks. that's what their job is. i can't wait to go to my reunion - frankly, 'cause my curiosity is overwhelming.

[tapatee]

all very good advice. all advice i got after i came home :) however, as i will be posting about at a time that is not now, all went very well. i just have to have my anxious freak out and move on. it's just the way it is :)

[gemrepus]

haha excellent :) see?! is good. that's what a friend said to me recently , and i was like hrm. yeah. i'm WAY different than i was 10 years ago. WAY THE HECK different. way. so it's only fair I think to assume everyone else is. Yea! And I just read your other post :) Good show!