"should" and "want" do not always agree. Depending on who was reacting some would say you should want to punch me in the face and curse my name. This is a particular circumstance in which should's and want's get all mixed up. Should I do what I want to do? do I want to do what I should do? Should I do what I should regardless of what I want to do? I 'm sure you can use your imagination and mix it up even more.
I do not remember saying I'm not excited, and if I weren't then it would be partially if not wholly my fault. I'm excited everyday, excitement doesn't play into this really.
"you owned me once too" I was being sarcastic. In the context it meant you "owned me" still despite the fact that you feel as if you do not anymore.
but really this is a conversation we can continue to have in person. not in front of the watchful eyes of Livejournal patrons.
I didn't oringally mean to post this under your name, but the account was already open, and I heedlessly posted on your name, I had to respond. Apologies.
i want you, but i realize that i also don't want to want someone who doesn't want me. should i? but of course i do. i'm infatuated with you, boo, whatever that may bring about.
it's true, i do not feel as though you are excited or interested or very often more than passively amused with me. it's an ego blow. true or not.
ok, sarcasm realized. but i don't "own you" anymore. in the sense that you're no longer really mine (if you ever were)? or you won't be whenever i move out? it makes me either want to move out right away or wait around to see if you'll change your mind.
but your aloofness is really very terrifying and frustrating for me because i'm left partially in the dark about something very important-you, or you/me. i do realize that you need to think things through before you can talk to me but i'm so impatient.
there is no one on eljay that would both A: read this and B: not already know what's going on.
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my maddening aloofness helps me sort things out.
Should you want to be with me?
"should" and "want" do not always agree. Depending on who was reacting some would say you should want to punch me in the face and curse my name. This is a particular circumstance in which should's and want's get all mixed up. Should I do what I want to do? do I want to do what I should do? Should I do what I should regardless of what I want to do? I 'm sure you can use your imagination and mix it up even more.
I do not remember saying I'm not excited, and if I weren't then it would be partially if not wholly my fault. I'm excited everyday, excitement doesn't play into this really.
"you owned me once too" I was being sarcastic. In the context it meant you "owned me" still despite the fact that you feel as if you do not anymore.
but really this is a conversation we can continue to have in person. not in front of the watchful eyes of Livejournal patrons.
sincerely,
me
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it's true, i do not feel as though you are excited or interested or very often more than passively amused with me. it's an ego blow. true or not.
ok, sarcasm realized. but i don't "own you" anymore. in the sense that you're no longer really mine (if you ever were)? or you won't be whenever i move out? it makes me either want to move out right away or wait around to see if you'll change your mind.
but your aloofness is really very terrifying and frustrating for me because i'm left partially in the dark about something very important-you, or you/me. i do realize that you need to think things through before you can talk to me but i'm so impatient.
there is no one on eljay that would both A: read this and B: not already know what's going on.
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