Wow, it's been a really long time since I've blogged at all, on here or on MySpace. It hurts my head too much to sit at the computer for long stretches. My mom headed back home yesterday, so I have a kind of wierd alone vibe again. Matt was getting a little obnoxious about her being around, and she needed to get back and see how my aunt and uncle ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty crappy day. Raven got fired, which means I'll be going back on California, being the utility man of the department. They are also not going to repost her position, which means more work for Dave. I'm up to $18,000 in misses, which makes me mad because it was only two checks that I missed and they were both glaringly obvious. Just ( Read more... )

I usually don't post on LiveJournal anymore, but I just feel like kind of rambling. Ever felt so alone that you're nauseous? After Keh, I'm terrified to start a new relationship, I'm almost afraid to go out. I really feel like I need to move in order to be happy, because every time I go out now I feel like I have to keep one eye open and look over ( Read more... )

I know it's been awhile since I've posted, but I really need to get some things off of my chest and I don't have anyone to tell them to more privately. Sometimes I wish I were a mad scientist from the movies, trying to find a way to switch my brain from this body to another that wasn't so broken down already. I would love to have a clone of myself ( Read more... )

So, nothing much new to update for me. Still stuck on jury duty, knee is healing right nicely, other than one minor setback which involved me getting my mouth partially busted open. I would be a shitty vampire, because the taste of blood turns my stomach. I'm still holding out hope that one day I will become a werewolf, as I've wanted since I was ( Read more... )

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I wish I could sleep.... I want so desperately to fall asleep, to let all these feelings and thoughts I have bleed away into unconsiousness. I have this terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach, and I want it to go away, I want the hurting to stop. Is it so terrible to be alone when I feel this way? I wish I knew any other feeling.... I feel so ( Read more... )

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Some might wonder what I'm doing posting at this time of the morning. Well, the Curse of Dave has struck yet again. Jeff should remember this particular curse, but for those who don't know what the Curse of Dave is, I shall attempt to explain ( Read more... )

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