ugggg.
waiting is no fun at all.

so when im out walking or jogging or running or what have you...
im in my own little world.
my mind stops. and i just look forward and go.
its amazing how great i feel when i get back home.
even though my cheeks are all pink. and im gross and sweaty. and mighty parched... i feel so refreshed.
its a lovely feeling. it really is.

so i miss this little kid from work. he was my valentine... he made me cards that said: "i love you breanu". yes... thats how he spelled my name. breanu. anyways... he got placed in a foster home like a month ago and i just hope hes doing well. he deserves only the best. just like every kid on this planet ( Read more... )

so basically i get bored...
then i feel the need to change things or make things.

and i want a kiss. a big huge one. thats lasts forever.
yep... that would be nice.

so lets see here ( Read more... )

just give me:
- a canvas
- some brushes
- a few tubes of paint
...and ill be happy.

my background image is my newest masterpiece.

i laughed.

i cried.

basically... i had the time of my life.

( i love him. )

i woke up this morning thinking it was a dream...
but its not.
and that makes me:

- confused
- super sad
- feel like i screwed up
- a little angry
- a little guilty
- scared of whats gonna happen next
- wonder if i could ever change a persons mind

i moved home. blah ( Read more... )

im done with my first year of college.

wow.

( heres a quick recap of the semester. )