Well today is a very weird day. I just feel weird, like the world is moving all around me and I'm stuck. I can't move, like my life is at a halt. But I'm sure after a while I'll feel normal again. It has been a week since I have done anything in the pot world. I'm very proud of myself knowing that I do have some self control when it comes to ( Read more... )

How You Life Your Life
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I am so tired of trying to be with you. I want to but I can't wait forever. It seems as though you don't even care. You never call and when I'm around you flirt but are and complete ass and bring up shit from the past. I know you hate it but Bobby calls me, or tries to, and I won't talk to him. He would treat me right. He does treat me right ( Read more... )

I'm still up and have been thinking alot. About alot of weird shit! I have come to realize that I have a whole lot of feelings for someone and I shouldn't cause they don't feel the same about me. But like always I can't help how I feel about him. I want us to work and be together and me go on to school and us have a pretty decent life. I start ( Read more... )

Everything I do is wrong. It always has been and always will be. I can't make the right choices, I can't make a decision on my own. I try, and always fail. I tried to make what I thought we had work, and of course like everything else in my life it didn't. I wanted it to work out like a dream. I go on to school you get to work and we be ( Read more... )

Your back again! Actually this time it was my fault. I get fucked up and do the stupidest shit ever. I hate it! (but i love to be fucked up) I need a good guy! NOT YOU! I bring myself into shit all the time like this. I need to straighten my shit up and I just can't seem to. I sleep maybe 3 hours a night. I was fucked up cause of what you ( Read more... )

today was another gay day with nothing to do. I got alcohol and I think I am going to just sit up all night in my bedroom getting drunk. Love you all! Tara lynne

Yeah I have so royally fucked up again like I always do. Another to the list and the #'s just keep getting bigger. Well I guess it's my fault so I shouldn't complain. But I still love you all!

I always say that I hate when everyone is at home, but after being here all alone by myself last night I realized that it just ain't right without everyone here. It's quiet!!! To Quiet!!! But they are home and it seems that everything is normal now! Thank god ( Read more... )

I don't understand people. When you finally think you have forgot someone and have moved on with your life it all fuckn' comes right back. Everytime!!!! I had you out of my mind, had my mind set on bigger better things and you popped back up, calling and acting as though you never did what you did! BUT YOU DID!!! People don't really realize ( Read more... )