a year

[taray_queen]

it has been a year since my mom passed away. wow. a year. it feels like yesterday. i miss her. everyday. i still get upset at the idea that she won't be there to see me graduate, to see me walk down the aisle, to be with me when i go on trips, to enjoy her grandchildren, to see me making something out of myself. but i know she's with me. she is me

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[rubyshewrote]

but i know she's with me. she is me and i am her. i am my mother's daughter.

beautifully said anak. tita truly raised you well and im sure she's proud of how brave you've been. :)
remember she lives in you, and in every kindness extended, love offered, and in every single manifestation of joy and beauty. she holds you tighter in each of those moments.

:)

*hugsies*

[taray_queen]

thanks inay. i needed to hear that. and you always know what to say to me. *hugs* alabshu!

[alittlegirlost]

Awww. Earnie. Hugs.

[taray_queen]

thanks katre. ;)

[alfajor]

*big hug*
we love you.

[taray_queen]

*hugs back* i miss you woman! hope i see you soon okay? i love you! mwah!

[chachic]

I know how you feel. I miss my Papa every single day. Parang hindi pa rin ako sanay na wala na talaga. Minsan iniisip ko baka nag-bakasyon lang somewhere tapos babalik din. Pero hindi eh... I guess hindi lang talaga tayo masasanay na wala na sila.

"but i know she's with me. she is me and i am her. i am my mother's daughter." -> well said

*HUGS*

[taray_queen]

I know how you feel. I miss my Papa every single day. Parang hindi pa rin ako sanay na wala na talaga. Minsan iniisip ko baka nag-bakasyon lang somewhere tapos babalik din. Pero hindi eh... I guess hindi lang talaga tayo masasanay na wala na sila.

i know. i keep expecting to smell her. i miss her smell most of all. at yung mga little things na naiirita ka dati about, nakakamiss din pala. weird but i miss na masabihan at mapagalitan at macorrect. haha! i take comfort in the fact that they're in a place with no more pain. watching over us. and getting frustrated once in a while. ;p will pray for your dad too dear.

*hugs*

[dimwethiel]

That is a beautiful picture.

[taray_queen]

thanks dear! she always wanted that holding hands effect picture. hehe!