You Exist Ten/Jack
This is my first Ten/Jack fic. Enjoy.
Title: You Exist
Author: Tardisgal
Prompt used: During the year that never was Jack somehow manages to get some time alone with and un-aged Doctor. They discuss "People you fancy and who don't know you even exist." Smut ensuses
Rating: Well there's smut so work it out
Four months into what would eventually be known by only a few as the year that never was, The Doctor and Jack took their chance. Jack grabbed the Master’s laser screwdriver from its usual place, the inside of his jacket. Jack threw it over to the Doctor who through his physic powers was able to fool it long enough to turn it to the right setting before the Master overpowered the Doctor and took it back, Screwdriver pointing at the Doctor the Master’s finger fell onto the button and within seconds the young Doctor was back. Just as the Master was about to change the settings once more Jack knocked him over causing the screwdriver to fly across the room. It shattered with a loud crack the Master ran to it when he got there all that was left of his screwdriver were pieces spread across the floor.
“Take these two to a cell.” He said to the soldiers that had grabbed the two men.
“Together sir?” one of them asked.
“Just do it.” the Master replied as he picked up the pieces of the screwdriver.
TThe soldiers escorted the two of them to a cell and locked them in.
“Nice to have you back Doctor.” Jack said as he smiled at him.
“Thanks Jack.” The Doctor answered as he sat down on the bench that was in the corner of the cell.
There was a silence as the two men studied one another; Jack was still standing about a foot away from the Doctor. The man he had loved so long, the man who had no idea how Jack felt, the man that looked passed him when he looked at him.
“What are you thinking about?” The Doctor asked a clearly contemplative Jack.
“I was thinking about perception filters.” Jack answered.
“Perception filters?” The Doctor questioned.
“Well, I was more thinking about how you described them. I bet you don‘t even remember now.” He replied.
“Oh I trust me, I do.” The Doctor said.
“I thought you might. Did you do it on purpose?” Jack questioned.
“Did I do what one purpose?” The Doctor said standing to meet Jack and sounding unusually aggressive.
“Did you use that description on purpose?” Jack asked once more.
“No. It was just the first thing that came into my head.” The Doctor said.
“You have no idea do you Doctor.” Jack said, a lifetime a malice beginning to pour out.
“I have no idea?” The Doctor questioned, “How do you think it makes me feel? Standing and watching as you flirt with everything in sight when all I want…” the Doctor said before stopping knowing that he had already said too much.
“All you want is what?” Jack asked.
“When all I want is the one person I can’t have…” The Doctor answered.
“And here we are back at Rose bloody Tyler again.” Jack said bitterly.
“For god sakes Jack, I am not talking about her.” He answered.
“When then who?” Jack asked.
“I’m talking about the person who always looks past me. The one person that notices everyone but me. People that you fancy but don’t know you exist. Well Jack, in my world you exist.” he said.
“I exist? Me? You’re talking about me?” Jack said with surprise in his voice.
“Yes Jack, I am talking about you. You have always existed, even when you haven’t been around.” The Doctor said.
Jack smiled; not quite believing what he was hearing but wanting to with all his heart. Jack looked into the Doctor’s eyes as he spoke,
“You exist to me. I just thought that you…” Jack said as he trailed off. The Doctor was now inches away from him, as Jack continued to look into his deep, brown soulful eyes he giggled ever so softly, nervous but so happy that he hadn‘t wasted his time in waiting for the right sort of Doctor. He shivered as the Doctor ran his hand down Jack’s arm; the Doctor smiled as Jack grabbed hold of his hand and held it tight.
“I’ve waited so long for this.” Jack said.
“You’ve seen the 1800’s turn to the 1900’s and then those turn into the 2000’s. Was that all for me?” The Doctor asked him.
“Yes. Yes it was.” Jack said.
“Was it worth it?” He asked.
“I don’t know yet.” Jack answered as he winked at the Doctor.
Jack leant into the Doctor and gently kissed him on the lips. As they parted only a few seconds later the Doctor smiled at him before leaning in and carrying on the kiss, soon his tongue was forcing its way into Jacks’ mouth as Jack ran his fingers through his hair tightening as the Doctor’s tongue explored every part of his mouth. Jack reached over to the Doctor and unbuttoned his jacket before throwing it to the floor before reaching back to his shirt and undoing the buttons, The Doctor’s tie already lay on the floor, the doctor had removed it himself. At the same moment that Jack began undoing the Doctor’s shirt, the Doctor had already began removing Jack’s clothes. Within minutes there were clothes everywhere. The Doctor and Jack looked at each other, the only thing still on them was their pants, and Jack looked over at the Doctor, studying his body, looking into his eyes.
“Are you sure about this?” he asked the Doctor.
The Doctor moved closer to Jack, so close that Jack could count every last freckle on his face. Jack hardened with seconds as the Doctor ran his hand down his body. The Doctor’s eyes moved downwards as his hands traced a path down Jack’s chest, both his hands and his eyes stopped at Jacks pants. The Doctor ran his hands over Jack’s increasing bulge, sending a shiver all the way down Jack’s back. Jack’s pants fell to the floor in seconds, Jack reached over and the Doctor’s went the same way, just as fast. The Doctor’s face shone with desire as he gently ran his fingers across Jack’s now hard cock and fondled his balls gently. Jack reached over to the Doctor’s impressive cock and grabbed, gently playing with it, coaxing it more and more, soon it too was hard.
“Shame there isn’t two of them. I just thought with the two hearts…” Jack said as he grinned at the Doctor.
“Oi cheeky, I think you’ll find that one will be enough for you.” The Doctor said as he reached round Jack’s waist and gently slapped Jack’s arse.
Jack opened his mouth to speak once more but the Doctor raised his hand and placed his index finger on Jack’s half open lips.
“Shh. No more talking.” He said as he pushed Jack to the ground, the Doctor following him.
The Doctor ran his hands across Jack’s back slowly and gently, Jack let out several soft moans.
“Worth the wait?” The Doctor whispered.
“Totally.” He answered back.
The Doctor leant his body on top of Jack’s as he began to trace a line on it with his tongue, Jack giggled, the feel of his tongue tickling slightly, the feeling of knowing who’s tongue it was making him giggle even more. The Doctor’s tongue stopped at the start of Jack’s firm and tempting arse. The Doctor guided himself into Jack thrusting into him hard, Jack moaned as he felt the Doctor enter him, The Doctor wrapped his arms around Jack’s back as he thrusted harder against Jack’s warm and comforting body. The Doctor moaned as they began grinding against each other, thrusting against Jack he forgot about the Master, about the fate of those who had so desperately wanted to get to Utopia, he forgot about Martha, walking the Earth, telling people of his name.
“Doctor.” Jack said as the Doctor thrusted against him once more.
“Call me Theta, most people used to.” The Doctor commented.
“Hmmm Theta.” Jack replied.
The Doctor felt a buzz of pleasure as he heard his long forgotten nickname begin said once more, more turned on than he had been the Doctor began thrusting faster, he could feel himself getting closer and closer, his cock felt like it was almost at exploding point. With a few final hard thrusts and with both of them screaming each other’s name The Doctor filled Jack. Jack groaned softly as the Doctor moved out of him. They lay on the floor, holding hands, panting, exhausted, neither one wanting to move. The sound of soldiers in the distance making the two of them spring up and race to get their clothes on. Clothes flew across the room to it’s owners as they hurriedly got dressed. A quick stolen kiss as they heard the guards enter the corridor brought a smile to both their faces.
“Come with us.” One of the guards said as the door was opened.
Jack and the Doctor followed behind one of the guards as they were led to the room where they knew the Master was waiting for them.
“Well, well Theta.” The Master said as they entered the room.
The Doctor stayed silent. Jack reached over to his hand, gently running against it,
“I’m still here.” He whispered.
“Who’d have thought it?” The Master said, he was met with silence.
“Does neither one of you want to speak? Not that it’ll do you much good. I’ve fixed the screwdriver.” The Master said as he got it out of his pocket.
He looked at Jack as he changed the settings on it and pointed at the Doctor, soon the aged Doctor was back.
“You back in you tent.” he said as he looked at the Doctor, “And as for you Jack, it’s the cells for you, chained up. Erase both their memories.” he added.
The guards were about to take Jack away when the Master stopped them.
“Wait!” he said, “I’ve had an idea. Just one of them, erase just one of their memories. His erase his.” The Master said pointing at the Doctor.
“NO!” Jack shouted.
“YES! That way it hurts more. One remembers. One doesn’t” The Master replied.
Jack was forced to watch as the Master turned the settings on his screwdriver, as he pointed it at the Doctor Jack knew that he could do nothing, nothing would help.
“I LOVE YOU THETA.” Jack yelled as The Master pressed the button.
“Take him to a cell. Chain him up.” The Master said as he put the screwdriver back in his pocket.
Tears fell down his face as Jack was led back to the cell block, he had had the one thing that he had wanted for so long and now it was gone again. The Doctor would never remember that for a few short minutes they had existed in each other’s eyes and the Master was right, it did hurt, more than the hundreds of deaths that Jack had survived, more than leaving his home and his family, more than watching Ianto suffer after Lisa, more than anything and he hated it.
Title: You Exist
Author: Tardisgal
Prompt used: During the year that never was Jack somehow manages to get some time alone with and un-aged Doctor. They discuss "People you fancy and who don't know you even exist." Smut ensuses
Rating: Well there's smut so work it out
Four months into what would eventually be known by only a few as the year that never was, The Doctor and Jack took their chance. Jack grabbed the Master’s laser screwdriver from its usual place, the inside of his jacket. Jack threw it over to the Doctor who through his physic powers was able to fool it long enough to turn it to the right setting before the Master overpowered the Doctor and took it back, Screwdriver pointing at the Doctor the Master’s finger fell onto the button and within seconds the young Doctor was back. Just as the Master was about to change the settings once more Jack knocked him over causing the screwdriver to fly across the room. It shattered with a loud crack the Master ran to it when he got there all that was left of his screwdriver were pieces spread across the floor.
“Take these two to a cell.” He said to the soldiers that had grabbed the two men.
“Together sir?” one of them asked.
“Just do it.” the Master replied as he picked up the pieces of the screwdriver.
TThe soldiers escorted the two of them to a cell and locked them in.
“Nice to have you back Doctor.” Jack said as he smiled at him.
“Thanks Jack.” The Doctor answered as he sat down on the bench that was in the corner of the cell.
There was a silence as the two men studied one another; Jack was still standing about a foot away from the Doctor. The man he had loved so long, the man who had no idea how Jack felt, the man that looked passed him when he looked at him.
“What are you thinking about?” The Doctor asked a clearly contemplative Jack.
“I was thinking about perception filters.” Jack answered.
“Perception filters?” The Doctor questioned.
“Well, I was more thinking about how you described them. I bet you don‘t even remember now.” He replied.
“Oh I trust me, I do.” The Doctor said.
“I thought you might. Did you do it on purpose?” Jack questioned.
“Did I do what one purpose?” The Doctor said standing to meet Jack and sounding unusually aggressive.
“Did you use that description on purpose?” Jack asked once more.
“No. It was just the first thing that came into my head.” The Doctor said.
“You have no idea do you Doctor.” Jack said, a lifetime a malice beginning to pour out.
“I have no idea?” The Doctor questioned, “How do you think it makes me feel? Standing and watching as you flirt with everything in sight when all I want…” the Doctor said before stopping knowing that he had already said too much.
“All you want is what?” Jack asked.
“When all I want is the one person I can’t have…” The Doctor answered.
“And here we are back at Rose bloody Tyler again.” Jack said bitterly.
“For god sakes Jack, I am not talking about her.” He answered.
“When then who?” Jack asked.
“I’m talking about the person who always looks past me. The one person that notices everyone but me. People that you fancy but don’t know you exist. Well Jack, in my world you exist.” he said.
“I exist? Me? You’re talking about me?” Jack said with surprise in his voice.
“Yes Jack, I am talking about you. You have always existed, even when you haven’t been around.” The Doctor said.
Jack smiled; not quite believing what he was hearing but wanting to with all his heart. Jack looked into the Doctor’s eyes as he spoke,
“You exist to me. I just thought that you…” Jack said as he trailed off. The Doctor was now inches away from him, as Jack continued to look into his deep, brown soulful eyes he giggled ever so softly, nervous but so happy that he hadn‘t wasted his time in waiting for the right sort of Doctor. He shivered as the Doctor ran his hand down Jack’s arm; the Doctor smiled as Jack grabbed hold of his hand and held it tight.
“I’ve waited so long for this.” Jack said.
“You’ve seen the 1800’s turn to the 1900’s and then those turn into the 2000’s. Was that all for me?” The Doctor asked him.
“Yes. Yes it was.” Jack said.
“Was it worth it?” He asked.
“I don’t know yet.” Jack answered as he winked at the Doctor.
Jack leant into the Doctor and gently kissed him on the lips. As they parted only a few seconds later the Doctor smiled at him before leaning in and carrying on the kiss, soon his tongue was forcing its way into Jacks’ mouth as Jack ran his fingers through his hair tightening as the Doctor’s tongue explored every part of his mouth. Jack reached over to the Doctor and unbuttoned his jacket before throwing it to the floor before reaching back to his shirt and undoing the buttons, The Doctor’s tie already lay on the floor, the doctor had removed it himself. At the same moment that Jack began undoing the Doctor’s shirt, the Doctor had already began removing Jack’s clothes. Within minutes there were clothes everywhere. The Doctor and Jack looked at each other, the only thing still on them was their pants, and Jack looked over at the Doctor, studying his body, looking into his eyes.
“Are you sure about this?” he asked the Doctor.
The Doctor moved closer to Jack, so close that Jack could count every last freckle on his face. Jack hardened with seconds as the Doctor ran his hand down his body. The Doctor’s eyes moved downwards as his hands traced a path down Jack’s chest, both his hands and his eyes stopped at Jacks pants. The Doctor ran his hands over Jack’s increasing bulge, sending a shiver all the way down Jack’s back. Jack’s pants fell to the floor in seconds, Jack reached over and the Doctor’s went the same way, just as fast. The Doctor’s face shone with desire as he gently ran his fingers across Jack’s now hard cock and fondled his balls gently. Jack reached over to the Doctor’s impressive cock and grabbed, gently playing with it, coaxing it more and more, soon it too was hard.
“Shame there isn’t two of them. I just thought with the two hearts…” Jack said as he grinned at the Doctor.
“Oi cheeky, I think you’ll find that one will be enough for you.” The Doctor said as he reached round Jack’s waist and gently slapped Jack’s arse.
Jack opened his mouth to speak once more but the Doctor raised his hand and placed his index finger on Jack’s half open lips.
“Shh. No more talking.” He said as he pushed Jack to the ground, the Doctor following him.
The Doctor ran his hands across Jack’s back slowly and gently, Jack let out several soft moans.
“Worth the wait?” The Doctor whispered.
“Totally.” He answered back.
The Doctor leant his body on top of Jack’s as he began to trace a line on it with his tongue, Jack giggled, the feel of his tongue tickling slightly, the feeling of knowing who’s tongue it was making him giggle even more. The Doctor’s tongue stopped at the start of Jack’s firm and tempting arse. The Doctor guided himself into Jack thrusting into him hard, Jack moaned as he felt the Doctor enter him, The Doctor wrapped his arms around Jack’s back as he thrusted harder against Jack’s warm and comforting body. The Doctor moaned as they began grinding against each other, thrusting against Jack he forgot about the Master, about the fate of those who had so desperately wanted to get to Utopia, he forgot about Martha, walking the Earth, telling people of his name.
“Doctor.” Jack said as the Doctor thrusted against him once more.
“Call me Theta, most people used to.” The Doctor commented.
“Hmmm Theta.” Jack replied.
The Doctor felt a buzz of pleasure as he heard his long forgotten nickname begin said once more, more turned on than he had been the Doctor began thrusting faster, he could feel himself getting closer and closer, his cock felt like it was almost at exploding point. With a few final hard thrusts and with both of them screaming each other’s name The Doctor filled Jack. Jack groaned softly as the Doctor moved out of him. They lay on the floor, holding hands, panting, exhausted, neither one wanting to move. The sound of soldiers in the distance making the two of them spring up and race to get their clothes on. Clothes flew across the room to it’s owners as they hurriedly got dressed. A quick stolen kiss as they heard the guards enter the corridor brought a smile to both their faces.
“Come with us.” One of the guards said as the door was opened.
Jack and the Doctor followed behind one of the guards as they were led to the room where they knew the Master was waiting for them.
“Well, well Theta.” The Master said as they entered the room.
The Doctor stayed silent. Jack reached over to his hand, gently running against it,
“I’m still here.” He whispered.
“Who’d have thought it?” The Master said, he was met with silence.
“Does neither one of you want to speak? Not that it’ll do you much good. I’ve fixed the screwdriver.” The Master said as he got it out of his pocket.
He looked at Jack as he changed the settings on it and pointed at the Doctor, soon the aged Doctor was back.
“You back in you tent.” he said as he looked at the Doctor, “And as for you Jack, it’s the cells for you, chained up. Erase both their memories.” he added.
The guards were about to take Jack away when the Master stopped them.
“Wait!” he said, “I’ve had an idea. Just one of them, erase just one of their memories. His erase his.” The Master said pointing at the Doctor.
“NO!” Jack shouted.
“YES! That way it hurts more. One remembers. One doesn’t” The Master replied.
Jack was forced to watch as the Master turned the settings on his screwdriver, as he pointed it at the Doctor Jack knew that he could do nothing, nothing would help.
“I LOVE YOU THETA.” Jack yelled as The Master pressed the button.
“Take him to a cell. Chain him up.” The Master said as he put the screwdriver back in his pocket.
Tears fell down his face as Jack was led back to the cell block, he had had the one thing that he had wanted for so long and now it was gone again. The Doctor would never remember that for a few short minutes they had existed in each other’s eyes and the Master was right, it did hurt, more than the hundreds of deaths that Jack had survived, more than leaving his home and his family, more than watching Ianto suffer after Lisa, more than anything and he hated it.