well, im a little down right now, im feeling a little alone at the moment while im in my own little world. hehehe ima lil buzzed, but obviously not to get me in the state that would be nice to be in. i was really looking forward to getting drunk to the point where im numb enough to not think about my current problems that im going through in my ( Read more... )

hi everyone. well, ima confused lil bear lately. i don't know what i want to do with life and how i should live it. everything has been going so fast but so slow. my emotions are a stir, and my mind is so outa wak its not even funny. well i guess this is just my december huh?hehehe. i was listening to the radio earlier and a bunch of songs that i ( Read more... )

well today was the same old same old. kinda left school a little early. hehehe... well ill update again either later tonight or tomorrow, im going out of town on saturday to las vegas, so i most likely wont post anything for about a week after friday. but don't worry ill be back... hehehe i know you will all miss me. you don't have to say it i know ( Read more... )

well i guess you never know who is gonna look at your live journal huh? last night i got a call from my ex brittnei; she was all mad because i talk to ashley on live journal. whatever... i can't stand her, she so fuckin bi- polar. im happy that she broke up with me. i hate her, i was gonna send her a letter to see if she still maybe wanted to be ( Read more... )

well last night was pretty kool. i hung out with jesse (best bear friend). he's so fuckin funny. sumtimes he forgets to take his pill to help him remember. hehehe lol isn't that fuckin funny. he's a geek but i fuckin love him. he's my lil faggot-bear. when i saw him 4 the first time yesterday since 2 weeks ago i jumped on him and gave him a big ( Read more... )

well ima sad little bear today. im missing my ex but for some reason i miss her more than usual today. i know that i should stay strong and try my hardest to not think about her, but sometimes it gets hard 4 me. i hae days like this often i really hate them i usually go out and try to get her off of my mind but today i was really tierd and ended up ( Read more... )

what up losers? wow this site is really shitty and really kool at the same time. i know like 3 people on this whole thing. how pathetic! ok maybe 4 people... hehehe ima sleepy little bear now and i just took some melatonin ( spelt wrong ) hehehe well ima go now before i pass out on the keyboard. j/k ill most likely gonna check to see if anyone ( Read more... )

I decided to create myself a live journal so i can go on and read everyone's drama bullshit and respond to it and make fun of all of you little losers. But i guess now that i have a live journal that makes me a loser now too. oh well, i was a loser to begin with. hehe lol  ill write whenever i find some time.