ive been misunderstood again...for the last time..

[taretears]

then maybe when i ask what youve been doing you should have filled me in. but alls you said was that you were hanging out with boda. and i remember one missed call that i called back and i think it was cherish she said that janaei wasnt there i was like uh why did she call me. so i dunno. and its not the fact that im blowing things out of

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[nu_guns]

see now thats something no one can explain with any other answer but...GOD.

like 10 posts ago didnt you say "fuck god"

[taretears]

yea thats the answer for some ppl. "and what of the ppl that dont believe in any such thing? the ppl tat dont believe in the devil, an after life, or god? then theres not an answer to that question at all" not say that i believe or not. i actually believe to a certain extent. and that post i indeed said it once, because i was pissed off. if i really meant it i would have said it more than that. and did you read that all or did you just read the bottom because it was there to read when you commented. see this is how my brain works. its like never ending thinking about tragedy. or things that will go wrong. how many ways will it go wrong. or what ways will it take. how could it be taken wrong? what will happen if he/she takes it wrong? how will i try to fix it. will it work if i try to fix it. i mean i dont mean too. but i dont kno how to slow my mind. or make it work how i want it to work. it just goes. it just fills with thoughts about anything and makes it twisted and normal at the same time. all posibilities go through my head. i