FOR MY LOVE..FROM MY HEART ( Read more... )

I love him..it's all encompassing and all consuming..I've never felt this deeply about anyone nor will I ever again ( Read more... )

I detest the dark for so many reasons it's not worth getting into...But last night I found myself curled up into a ball on the bathroom floor in the pitch black..We were in the middle of yet another blizzard and the power in the house went out..but I was so sick that I couldn't get off the floor to find my flash light..I couldn't raise my head off ( Read more... )

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Can or do dreams even come true...I know nightmares do at times..but do dreams ( Read more... )

Cat isn't here today...Juliann isn't here today..Only vacant space..

~throws up a sigh~

Leave me be....

Yesterday as I was curled up like the Cat I am in my chair at home, watching the snow fall...I was talking to Them..Well in the beginning They were ranting and raving cause I was considering doing something that would hurt Tiger and myself..after listening I realized They were right...Lovely egos They have...~laughs gently~....I then asked Them for ( Read more... )

I am home...I feel spacey not quite myself..I..hurt..I just want to curl into Tiger's arms and close my eyes and forget..When I got home from the hospital all I wanted was to hear his voice..had to wait a while for that...but when I did, it made everything right again..or as right as it can be ( Read more... )

In the morning I face yet another hurdle in a fight I can't ever seem to win..So I sit here alone...with only His music and the candle light flickering..trying to find reasons..Reasons to fight, reasons to care..And I always come back to him..To leave him, causes pain the flash through me like wild fire..It literally stops my breathing...But I'm ( Read more... )

Oh what Tiger and I go through to get to this love that we have..The expression.. I'd walk to hell and back.. seems all to fitting..For both of us..We have gone down that road separately and together...for each other..But have always managed to come back from it..At times alil battered and bruised but always with a deeper love, and a firmer ( Read more... )