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[tartan_sheets]

i dreamt about my grandfather last night. i was in my old school at first and someone mad me angry (and i tend to be overly dramatic in my dreams) and so i told them off and stormed out. and when i got outside there was my grandfather and he took me by the hand and we started walking like nothing happened, and i told him that i missed him so much

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[jennymoon75]

I know how you feel. I've been there 1,000 times. It makes me think about John and "Something's Missing" because you can't really fix what's wrong and the more you are upset, the more you can think about more things to be upset about. Try to chalk it up to the joys of being a woman (not that it makes you feel any better).

Don't you just wonder sometimes if there is something better out there and you're just missing out on it? I'm constantly feeling like I'm missing something, like I could be doing so much more with my life but I'm stuck.

[tartan_sheets]

ahhh thank you for letting me know im not the only one! i do feel like im missing out on something, and i tell myself sometimes its because im in school and once i finish my education i can pursue things, but i know thats bollocks. if i wanted to make something happen i could but all i keep coming up with are excuses. i dont know why! im only miserable in the end. it makes me sad bcuz i watched Room for Squares dual disc and man John had such drive and passion, he made it happen for himself. i get scared bcuz i dont know if i have that in me, i hope its just hidden and not missing.