so much past inside my present

Jan 23, 2008 13:29

classes started yesterday. im really happy to be back with other humans, back in a normal schedule, working, learning. its not easy or fun when you hit rock bottom. my moments of panic and anxiety are shrinking to smaller and more isolated passing moments, instead of overwhelming me for hours and days and weeks. it feels better ( Read more... )

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tigerheartdrebl January 23 2008, 19:18:05 UTC
Yay! I'm SO glad you're feeling like yourself again & even better & more positive than ever :)

*HUGS*

Working at CNN for an internship sounds SO cool! You HAVE to get that gig!

And as the good Italian that I am I will close with these words of wisdom... FEED YOURSELF! Up tuition a bit if necessary. Your brain & body won't work & run properly on things like milky way bars :P

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tartan_sheets January 23 2008, 19:24:45 UTC
lolol hey im italian too! yeah i added money onto my id card so i can eat properly tomorrow! i love food too much to be hungry. but since im only at work today and can leave at any time ill save my money till i get back home.

yeah :) thanks im feeling so much better, talk therapy has been really helpful and getting back to school has helped my sleep schedule get back to normal again too.

*HUG*

thanks for wishing me well!! fingers crossed on the cnn internship lol they had something posted for anderson cooper for the spring so im hoping i could get an internship with him for summer. i love him! lol

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tigerheartdrebl January 23 2008, 20:25:16 UTC
Hurrah for Italians :) I totally understand, I love food too. I think it's in our BLOOD to feel this way. Hehehehe.

Even though I'm not working outside the home right now (& even when I start being a nanny again on Monday for the next 3 & a half months), I've been trying to have a more normal schedule & it's DEFINITELY helping! Getting out & about & seeing & talking to friends & writing all my thoughts & feelings in here again has helped SO much too.

Yay for us getting better & feeling like a more whole verson of ourselves!

I will keep you in my thoughts & prayers for the internship too!

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jennymoon75 January 24 2008, 15:07:12 UTC
My cousin used to live in NYC and worked for CNN radio. She works in Atlanta now for CNN International I believe. Let me know if you want me to contact her for a reference.

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tartan_sheets January 24 2008, 21:49:56 UTC
that would be fantastic actually thanks! :) ill keep u posted on when im applying.

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