yesterday my dad decided not to give me the car, after all. stingy bastard...today, it won't start for him and he was late to work. how ironic is that?

oh yeah and its my birthday :)
happy birthday.

yeah..its a depeche mode evening for sure. a night to reflect on my past and recognize that this night i'm exactly where i was a year ago, minus the loving relationship, plus a hundred failures, no achievements i can think of worth mentioning. oh and im turning 16 tomorrow..big fuckin deal.

i'm finding that i like doing slow-experimental music a lot, and finding how completely different it is from dance-oriented synthpop. whats cool about it is that there is no formulae, no pre-established way of doing things. its like a collage of sounds and whatever works just..works. its also pretty frustrating cause there are just too many ( Read more... )

well i've begun work today on the drumsynth patterns for the track 'forest of my life'. eventually i plan to post an unfinished demo of it here, but obviously that is still a long ways off. i will also post a highly-opinionated review of the gnu-gpl software gAlan, which I am finding to be the most powerful softsynth i have ever used, and also the ( Read more... )

i'm feeling very guilty about something, but i have no idea what it could be. when i figure it out im gonna be really pissed off.

i went to minigolfin today with some family friends i haven't seen in several years, we knew each other in seattle, then he moved to ohio and i moved here. it was good to see him again.

on friday i went to market days ( Read more... )

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Your full name:: you don't need to know ( Read more... )

DESCRIBE / TELL ( Read more... )

i'm considering the possibility of moving to toronto soon...any advice, anyone?

selling my copy of Unreal Tournament 2004 on gothicauctions.com, here is the link for anyone interested: http://gothicauctions.com/?c=ShowItem&i=293643

sorry.

anyways, been a while. i dont mean to abandon livejournal.com, i'll post more often.

-tash-