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today was fun. i hadnt eaten since lunch yesterday because i felt really sick due to the events of yesterday afternoon/evening.... but today i was starving and ate after shcool... we went to dairy queen... BAD IDEA. god i feel sick, still!
nothing is funny anymore.
will and alexa are sleeping over tomorrow..... yay!!!!!!!!!
why why why why why why why. don't call me motherfucker. don't call me unless you actually think it'll make things better. dont fucking tell me you love me when its not true. don't blatantly try to hurt me anymore. why are all guys fucks? honestly. they all are. just some of them choose to hold it in forawhile.... but wait and see it'll happen to you. dont fucking tell me that its okay to kiss my cheek cuz we're friends. don't tell me that you want to still go out to dinner w/ me... don't fucking get mad that i dont break my back trying to call you anymore. YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND. ITS NOT MY OBLIGATION TO MAKE YOU HAPPY ANYMORE. FUCK!
but the sad thing is, i still will.....