bill o'reilly is a cock.

i love how juvenile people can be sometimes.

my heart has closed on itself, quietly learning that silence is noble and sorrow nothing that speech can cure. sadness has never driven sadness off; fate blows hardest on a bleeding heart. so those who thirst for glory smother secret weakness and longing, neither weep nor sign nor listen to the sickness in their souls.

i hate nights like these. i can't stop thinking about all this random shit. i've tried to fall asleep hundreds of times tonight but can't. my mind is racing for no apparent reason. there are so many things i've realized tonight that i never really thought about before. i realized tonight that one day, i'm going to die. it seems so far off from now ( Read more... )

i just got grounded for DOING my homework. i smell bullshit.

i realized that as i watched daniel and dre walk out of my line of sight in the airport that i won't see them for 6 months. it was the hardest thing i've ever had to do. to just let them walk away and not being able to do anything about it. i thought hundreds of times of just running through security to just talk with them once more. i never ( Read more... )

this is really depressing. in 2 weeks TAS will be playing our last set together as a band. i can't think of what's gonna happen after cause i really have no idea. i've been in this band since 8th grade, the same members the whole time. i can't remember my life without this band being a major part of it. its not that hard now but on the 22nd, i'm ( Read more... )

man. i don't even know what to do with myself. for the past 2 months i've been after school every single day until at least 5:30 practicing for grease. then all of the sudden, its over. it feels like we're just on a break and we're gonna perform it again tomorrow or something. when me and trevor were breaking stuff down yesterday i realized that i ( Read more... )

the past week has been REALLY hectic. tuesday we had grease practice until like 10. we ended up just waiting for scrubs and watching it at school. that day seemed so long. wednsday through saturday was all grease. we did 4 shows and i've pretty much memorized the play now. at first the play seemed really long, but now its pretty short cause each ( Read more... )

TASDrums: we're like that one kid that's really cool and is kinda by himself but everyone wants to be friends with
xx stealmyheart: indubitably
TASDrums: no fucking way