today was a wreck. it was just a mess and that*s all there is to it. i don*t even know what the fcuk happened. but whatever. this shit sucks. i took a 3 hour walk to nowhere. i thought about stuff. stuff i should do. stuff that*s right. stuff i hate. i hate thinking. it makes things complicated. then it makes me worry about other things. so then i ( Read more... )

hmm.. my birthday was.. idk. you know i was mad souped cuz it was my birthday and stuff and as soon as i woke up everyone in my house was being a dick. so i went to school all pissy-ed off lol. and only like 3 or 4 people remembered it was my birthday lol.. yea.. greatest feeling in the world, to be forgotten. then i opened my locker only to find ( Read more... )

today i babysat for my 2 cousins. i got some good money out of it but it doesn8t matter now. my day has been ruined and idk what to do now. i*m so lost. you know that saying you don*t know what you have until it*s gone has so much more truth to it than i thought. i was already lonely in this sucky as world but now i*m alone. oh well.. idk what to ( Read more... )

my birthday is on monday! yay! yea i*m souped lol.. cuz there*s a point where you don*t enjoy your birthdays anymore so i wanna enjoy them while it lasts. this is gonna be the bestest birthday ever though. yea so today i hanged out with dom. we didn*t do much but it was good fun. and since his hair is sex he*s a lot more enjoyable. right now i just ( Read more... )

today dom got his hair cut. that is something you should all know because it was an important thing. by the way.. he looks very hot. his hair is sex. i wish i had a picture of it because it*s the best thing ever.you should see it it*s great. then i went to see my old buddy dr. seger. my braces are coming off soon! yay! tomorrow will hopefully be ( Read more... )

yesterday i hang out with dom. we went to dunkin donuts and saw the weird kid that*s always there and he was smoking 3 cigarettes and then he was gonna die lol. then we went to foodtown to smell the axe and then we left and went to sears but we had no money for spray paint so we left and went to the park and ya know me and junior played lol.then i ( Read more... )

yesterday was a disaster. new year*s eve is supposed to be fun.at least everyone else had fun though.first i had to go see my "cousins" matt and gavin. they*re aight i guess. then we went to my aunt chrissy*s house. it was the usual chrissy, steve, carly, justin, pat, charlie, same old people as usual.i played with justin*s hulk hand*s that say ( Read more... )

i swear to god this family togetherness has got to go. i spent almost the whole break with my dad and brother. yesterday we took the train to new york and met jen there. there was this cute little chinese girl on the train. but she didn*t stay cute lol. she was jumping everywhere screaming train train train and hitting me with these little mittens ( Read more... )

hmm.. let*s see. christmas eve was suckass as usual. first my love came over and i gave him his gifts and he gave me mine. i got a hello kitty toaster that puts hello kitty faces on everything you toast. that was like the best gift i ever got lol. and i got a hello kitty wallet and purse from his mom. then my evil mom tried to make us good jesus ( Read more... )

hmm.. today was a half a day. 2nd period we played pinga in spanish. cuatro cinco seis lol sandy. 3rd period we watched a christmas story in english. 4th period we did absolutely nothing in geometry. 10th period i made a new friend in rotc! yay lol! his name is damien. i was talking to paul and he was mad lonely and shit so i was a nice person & i ( Read more... )