eh moved to myspace for some reason...things are better. i'm a little confused when it comes to dave and i...i honestly have no idea what's going on anymore. but feel free to check out my myspace... www.myspace.com/myownsorrow

long time...things are better...

i walk around ehind a mask...it sucks...what's the deal? well i really lost. i dont know anything about anything anymore.i need someone to talk to.i can't wait until this summer...i will be driving in august...woot.i hope jen and dan work this summer...danielle you better be there too...hehe....im not trying to force you into anything ( Read more... )

i miss so many people....but dan and jen the most. in camp we had our little group and i felt happy and hidden from all the pieces of shit there.i love you guys.

i have to forget the past...just start over with everyone.because dwelling on the past makes it difficult for me to see the good, because of all the trouble i have caused.and i cant do shit about this feeling...unless i get high or cut...and either one will lead me to a 6-12 month residential.so basically i have to deal with this head on.it sucks ( Read more... )

instead of rubbing shit in my eyes to hide the way you truly feel, just face reality.you're not fooling anyone...honestly.you know how much worse your actions are making my situation? i get my hopes up only to be let down everytime...leading to depression, and either cutting or using...and you know what? i really dont need that.it's bullshit that ( Read more... )

the one person i thought i could always rely on blows me off.

fun shit.

bored bored bored...i wanna go get some cd's but i havent a car or a license.need to get a pair of plugs...then save the rest of my money...haha...what fun=)

merry christmas everyone...

my throat is killing me...i want to go to the PBT/moraine show tonight in westfield, but the only way i can go is if i go to a meeting...i found one in westfield at noon...and i could go and spend the rest of the day there with everyone...but i dont feel well.this is gay.