Comments | tastelesantacid: if you're bored.. n curious.. here you go.

tastelesantacid

if you're bored.. n curious.. here you go.

Jan 14, 2004 21:56

chopp3rs4life: whats up with u n cj ( Read more... )

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lvoe you living4urscent January 14 2004, 21:14:49 UTC

i'm so sorry Zoy. but i guess the sooner the better?
tomorrow we'll have fun and we'll talk. i know you wanted cj to be the one and you thought he was, but i promise you that better guys out there for you.
it'll just take time.
i LVOE you

ive probably said it more than anyone anonymous January 16 2004, 03:22:29 UTC

u know ive never thought i deserved u and that you were always to good for me, and i know im just a fuck up, but i also know what ive lost and hate myself for it and i hate myself for everything else ive ever done in my life, everything that is except for falling in love with u, i love you more than life itself, you mean more than everything to me, and i really wish i could have just stopped and talked to you for a few minutes, i tried calling katies cell but got the number wrong and the only times ive been near the computer ive either been in a horrible mood and didnt wanna end up goin off on u for some stupid shit, even though i probably wouldnt have i was just scared that there was a chance that i would, or i was way to fuckin tired/stoned to even register for sure what was goin on. so i guess im just a fucked up loser pothead that just lost the only thing in my life that truly matters and yet u still talk to me, which makes it even worse cause i know i cant be with u right now and im gonna stop this right now cause im about to go ( ... )