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[tastelesscandy]

I feel now that love has only led me to drama, awkwardness, broken friendships and jerkness. I realize now, it is not love that drives me. That is not my passion, contrary to what I've been obsessing over these past couple years. My passion is and always will be art and music. I am done with love, for it has never been there for me, so why

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[dirtytrifles]

and then she was a poetess...

it takes the right person to make it worthwhile. and that doesn't mean it has to be a lover. you got plenty of life left kiddo... don't worry so much.

besides, art comes from the anguish and pain and euphoria and amazingness that is life and it's experiences. take what you can from it because it is your experience and yours alone. i <3 you and miss you and am kinda excited about living with you a little while after school :)

[tastelesscandy]

blah, I cannot waaaaaaaaaaiiiittttt for after high school. We're going to have so much freaking fun.

[anonymous]

I, I’m a one way motorway
I’m the one that drives away, follows you back home
I, I’m a streetlight shining
I’m a white light blinding bright, burning off and on

It’s times like these you learn to live again
It’s times like these you give and give again
It’s times like these you learn to love again
It’s times like these time, time again

I, I’m a new day rising
I’m a brand new sky to hang the stars upon tonight
I, I’m a little divided
Do I stay or run away and leave it all behind

It’s times like these you learn to live again
It’s times like these you give and give again
It’s times like these you learn to love again
It’s times like these time, time again

Maybe not now, maybe not in many years, but eventually it'll come back and find you and when it does you'll remember the good and the bad of the "old days" and you'll be wiser for it, move more carefully perhaps, but don't call it quits. Just enjoy life, that's the most important thing.

[tastelesscandy]

ah, yes, but I do not want to find it again.

Am I not supposed to know who you are?

[ridingdinosaurs]

Love is ever present, everywhere, in everything. If you look for it too hard, you'll make hasty decisions and be unhappy. Everything happens when it should, if ya dig.

A love of arts and music is the wanting to love everybody who hears it through it. Regardless of the medium; canvas, guitar, its all being done for the same reason.

And honestly, I can't possibly think of a better way to live.

[tastelesscandy]

I desperately wish to meet you someday. We will dance and we will tackle. Such a day is totally in our future. I knnooww it!

After writing this post I know now everything that I do not know..if that makes sense. In some ways I do not wish to learn what I do not know...and I think that was what I was getting at in this post.