hey ...update.... ya know i thikn that i am just gonna stay home and work savee up and move ou on my own. Today was great it was 80 sumthin washed my car . Lately ive noticed that i have really been thinking. I notice little things. LIke on my wy home the other night i saw the people out side at like 10 with the lights on of there car playin some ( Read more... )

shit and gigles i bought my car. I lovew it. Its old but i love it. I cant drive it till tuesday cuz i have to get it inspected. BUt i looove it. its an 87 camary. im gonna drive t allways . it has a cd player thank gawd. i love it i love it. I went and applied for a job yesterday at blockbuster and tocao bell and subway. so hopefully ill have a ( Read more... )

ok. I took i drive. A short one, but i did. I figured out wut i am gonna do witht the preveious situation. Im going to stay untill september. After my birthday. IM going to work and save lots of money till then. Ill have the summer with my friends and my birthday with them. Then once the summer craze of jobs is over and i get fired from my ( Read more... )

well shit on a stick.....i went and figured out finances today. To find out wut it would cost for me to live on my own. I wont make it. I cant move out. BUt i cant live with my mom n e more. I lvoe her. im a bitch to her. But i do. She knows that. I know im not the most effectionet person towards her but. Things have finaly boiled down to the grind ( Read more... )

ya know theres been few times in my life where ive really figured something imporntant out. ONe waas i knew i needed to get controll of my life and stop my downard spiral. Two was i needed to appreciate those who are always there. Three i needed to fix myself. None of those are finished, but im starting on them. Its better then nothing. I want to ( Read more... )

i hate cowardly men. LIke the ones with kids. THe ones who dont try to raise there kids. OR talk to them. show they love them. Or make up for the lack of presence. nOthing. The ones who hide in life. Pretend it didnt happen. They fuck up there kids. Money means nothin. U cant replace the memories u could have had with money. Or the bonds and ( Read more... )

he's gone. Not here. I miss him. I want him. DOnt u want me. Where are u. I miss u. I rememebr u. DO u want me. U dont. U didnt. Mistake. Where were u went i fell out of a tree. Where were u when i went on my first date or lost my first tooth. Started high school. My sweet sixteen. No where. U werent here . U were hiding. Hidign from ur past. ( Read more... )

wow my friend drew has a crazy on his ass. Hes like a stalker...maby he wants him and doesnt want to admit it. Maby its his secret crush from highschool. Or maby its his mother. Alll well it made my head hurt from readin so much crap from him.... i guess its entertaining thoug. Thats wut we do on here right.... bitch complain...be random... and ( Read more... )

fuckin shit i hate this comp i just typed a shit laod and it became a damn pop up.... ok well today has become horrible. i told u id tell u about my mom... well shes crazy just ask rochelle shes confirm. its all form her childhood. she was abused emotional mentally and physicaly. everyone suffers. my uncle and aunts still haent gotten over it. My ( Read more... )

wuts up peeps, homies, ballas, playa pimps... i road triped it to tacoma today. My butt hurts. I drive way far. stupid wasl. I hate it. Stupid i say, STUPID! Who the hell needs to do the damn wasl n e ways. Dumb state. Dumb wasl. dumb dumb dumb. eh im just tired was up at 5:30 again today. I love hot boys. MOstly the ones named corey. Oh so hot. ( Read more... )