so i pretty much had the worst day of my life today and all i want is to cry oo wait i already am. . .

its amazing how you can feel sooooo down after not getting a real hug in a while and i mean real hug as in by someone who you really love and the hug that just makes your day and you keep thinking about all day the one where you never want to let go if that person i havent gotten one of them for a while and it makes me sadder than ever!!!

Have you ever ( Read more... )

wow i just got back from the hunted woods wow i dont like small spaces anymore or chainsaws!! omfg i saw char andy and alex wow that made my weekend i love those guys to death like with a passion like with my heart lol so i went with chris, lisa, zach, and heather thanks god for heather i love her!!

its amazing how friends are like oo i love you ( Read more... )

right now i dont know where life it taking me

im writting a book im kinda excited

i have this fair thing tomorrow i kinda want to go becasue alot of job ppl will be there

i have no friends i know sounds really sad but i really dont

i cant wait till my sweet 16 party its going to be amazing

i pretty much am in love with matt

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i dont know really what to say but come to the concert the next big thing sunday october 33, 2005 woot woot becca will be there so will over 100 bands woot woot

all i have to say is matt i love you

_____have you ever found the one you've dreamed of all your life, do you just about anything to look into their eyes. have you finally found the one you've given you heart to, only to find that one wont give their heart to you! have you ever closed you eyes and dramed that they were there and all you can do is ( Read more... )

when you looked over and told me you loved me. . . . . . memories raced through my head. . . . . .

when you walk up behind me and wrap your arms around me . . . . . .

when you kiss my ear/neck. . . . . . . .

when you tell me i look beautiful.. . . . . . .

when you hold my hand. . . . . . . . . .

when you call me just to how i am doing ( Read more... )

Ok so I have so much shit running threw my head right now I don’t even know where to start. . . .**thinks** . . . . I guess I could start with I finally found my true friends and where my heart really lies with them I can honestly say that that I only have 3 true friends that I could trust my life with! And lately I have been pondering on the 3rd ( Read more... )

now that i know who my real friends are. . . . i dont know who i am