omg why dont he grow up, he doesnt understand how much he fucking upsets me, he talks about shit i dont wana hear. Im depressed well and truely deeply im feeling really damn low like i wana cry all the time, nd i wana feel pain or fuck myself up real good but im not im staying strong i cant do this its gona make me have a break down, he never seems ( Read more... )

hard to say what cort my attension fixed and crazy aint that my attraction :) vermillion girl :P god damn i love jay so much his everything i cud of ever wished for i cleared up the dionne problem with him and it was just be over reacting to something that woznt a big deal but i made it a big deal lol !!!! silly me ........ i am slave and i am a ( Read more... )

ok time is going abit crappy atm, the guy i love is going for this other girl. Is there nothing i can do about it or am i making a big fuss out of nothing i have my friends like matty, shaun and callum that fucking love me so much and i havnt done anything for them to love me, but anyways then theres jay - i fucking love him with all my hearts ( Read more... )

poision in the fucking head - messed up lil fucking crack whore cry home to mummy, so many fucking lies and secrets in my head so dark so decaying..... ok lets forget them alll and remember im happily in love with jay and leave everything aside and focus on him... if he leaves me i got no reaon to even fucking breathe

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Greenday concert fucking rocked my socks off so bad ! it woz the best music experiance i have EVER i say EVER!!! been to the weather was toasty and we was all sweating there was 75,0000 people there in milton keynes bowl and omg fuck me it was so big everyone and anyone was there, i felt quite clostraphobic until i notice everyone around me was all ( Read more... )

ok, ive finished skool all sorted. Is this the best that it can get, im dredding my results from my tests i just no there all gona be so so bad. I feel so weird lately i just feel drained like someone has taken a piece out of me. I think its the stress and the problems good god why do i have so many im so darn it abnormal. I keep thinking of the ( Read more... )

wow that woz a really eventful day..... God im so stressed i wish life was much more simpler, right went go jays house today coz he skived off skool for me lol, we went round his and things were so cute a whole loving moment and then his mum came home..... fuck .... anyways she came storming up the stairs and found me nd him laying on jays bed :( ( Read more... )

fuck sake, sorted things with jay everything is perfect with him, but my parents keep going skitz at me, all i want is to see him, i love him now and forever ... 3 months now we'v been together, thru thick and thin... my dad just went skitz at me and threw me on the kitchen chair so i wud listen to mum, i woz so mad i ran out to go see jay but my ( Read more... )

Ok i no this is discusting but im willing to put up with it, jay gave me lice, he caught them off of his little sister now i dont mind coz i love him, but his really sad about it and so am i really sad about it now coz he has to have his hair cut off :( i went over to his house to see him he said sorry and gave me a hug ..... nice ... we sat ( Read more... )