Well that wasn't so bad. But I'm a horrible person anyway. I made my dad cry. Yeah. Horrible, isn't it? So I'm just going to stop asking and screw my chance for my dream role. Acting's not worth it anyway. I love my dad, and he can't talk about it, and my mom won't unless he will. And I don't want to make him cry again. God I hate myself right now ( Read more... )

RIPYO was fun tonight. Philpatrix, the other trumpet player, and I just messed around. Apparently his name is Fatricx Philpatrix, which sounds like Doctor Seus, which made him think of fuzzy purple trees. So we drew fuzzy purple trees and inverse penguins. And strong trumpets. Got cupcakes at break because it was the first oboe player's birthday. ( Read more... )

I got buried today. In snow. Which, while wonderful and pretty, is rather cold. My life has turned into a cat soap opera, I have no idea what's going on. I'm just drifting from room to room following the three cats and making sure they don't kill each other. Bleh. So much effort. Been down a bit. Don't really know why.

Yay! It's snowing outside, for the first time in this absurdly long winter. I'm happy about it. I was afraid we were going to skip winter, and I love snow! You can sled and throw snowballs and make snowmen and snowforts... I love winter ( Read more... )

I liked today. Nothing really happened for most of it, but I figured out the blues scale thing! And I spent all of sixth period messing around in the band room, which is always a blast. In other news I'm still as of now on first for symphony, but it's going to change if I can't play it by wednesday. Gah... I'm trying, but it's hard, and the end is ( Read more... )

Katie Gamble seems to be under the false impression that I'm nice. After taking a discreet survey from everyone I know I've gotten overwhelming evidence to the contrary. Because I'm a heartless bastard. So nyeh!

Game last night, went ok. Katie had trouble breathing, which wasn't good at all. And Mitnik wouldn't let me help her, because he needed me to play. Which under normal circumstances I'd be proud of, but not when my friend can't breath. We also lost the game. Badly. Went to chinese after, which was fun. Lots of talking and laughing. Brett was going ( Read more... )

Meh. I guess today was good. I haven't updated for a while. I was going to on sunday, had it all started out and everything, but then just kept having to do other stuff. So posting now ( Read more... )

So back from NY, and I'm a lot happier with the world than I was before. If anyone who's been reading this hasn't understood my last few entries (first off I'm sorry about that...) my grandma died last friday night. It was really hard for a few days, especially going to school on monday. Kind of surreal. Thanks to everyone who was at the study ( Read more... )

Meh. Said I wasn't going to update, but it's still early sunday night and I can't sleep and don't have anything else to do. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. I need to talk to guidance as soon as I can to figure out what's going on, I'm still not sure whether or not I have to miss my exams on thursday, but even if I'm not I have problems. Ugh. I ( Read more... )