what is there left to do when you've already tried everything, and the only thing you've succeeded in doing is making things worse?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Learned_helplessness

^ sounds strangely familiar...

quickie update ( Read more... )

i am so totally in love. and yes, she feels the same way.

i've never been this happy before in my life. i finally feel complete. :)

i should have a spot to Basic NonCommissioned Officer Course (bncoc) phase 2 in september. from the looks of it, i'll either be going to Hawaii (free paid vacation, woot!) or Florida (just south of JAX), but nothing is confirmed at this time ( Read more... )

i'm all registered for fall classes. i'm officially majoring in psychology, specializing in behavioral neuroscience, with a minor in chemistry. i can take an undergrad research course and get stuff published; as an undergrad! how fucking cool is that?

so its looking like i wont be able to get out of going to iraq. which is fucking gay. i volunteered LAST YEAR, they should've taken me then instead of refusing to process my transfer paperwork and forcing me out of school ( Read more... )

quick update
i got an apartment.
i'm about to get promoted at work.
i'm enrolled in college this fall.
woot <3

i've been internet-less for over a month now, with no end in sight.
tell me how much you miss me <3 [btw, thats not a request mwahahaha!] :D

so hopefully i'll get to go to relatively iraq soon! i really want to go, especially since i might not get another chance. i'll still be able to do things how i planned--drill sgt for a few years and commissioned before i'm 31--with this basically 2 year absence. i'll have a full bank account yet again when i come home, and i'll get nice paid ( Read more... )