so yea im sittin there driving and guess what happens, come on guess. thats right my fucking car died. had to get jumped 3 times just to get back to my parents. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. but anyways my trip is delayed so i will be at city tonight lettin everyone know my fucking car sucks rotten monkey balls.

well tonight is my last night here so i am going to city club from 10 til about 12 then i must leave so i can sleep and get ready for my trip tomorrow. i hope to see some of you there. lots of love everyone.
---Tom

today is my last day in michigan. i am leaving for alabama in about 21 hours from now. i will miss everyone here so much and i love you all. this is something i ahve to do for me and when i come back i will be a better person worthy of all of your friendships. thats about it.
---Tom

well i am slowly getting over the depression. about time. but there are a few things i would like to say here ( Read more... )

i am in an even deaper depression today and i dont know why. i try to go to sleep and i hear kate, like i hear as if she is right there, this is something that has happened to me in the past it happens when i am close to someone. i can hear their thought and i canhear when they are having strong emotions. what i hear with kate is crying and ( Read more... )

well as i sit here i am listening to a song that explains why i am depressed and why i have decided to stop lieing. the true reason for all of this is because of kate, everything from me stopping lieing to me moving, it is all due to kate. i hate myself for everything i did to her. now dont get me wrong i am very upset about what i have done to ( Read more... )

Ok so here's the deal. I am going to move to Alabama after i get my tax returns. You are now asking why Tom? Well there are many reasons, yes Kate is one of them but not a major one. I need to make alot of changes in my life and I don't feel I can make them here. This is nothing against my friends or family, I love you all to death and will miss ( Read more... )

yes im still alive. still missing kate. still beatin myself over what i have done to her. tomorrow i am suposed to call her, but i think to myself what happens if she does not answer, or if she does not return my call? what then? i have no idea at all. i really dont know why i am posting on here. maybe inhopes that someone will read this and see ( Read more... )

Well i have started telling the truth to everyone and it actually feels god. I wrote Kate a note telling her the lies i had told her and then telling her the truth. I hope that opens the gate for us to ba able to talk some. I have also come clean with my family, I do not know if they think I am being truthful or not but I am being honest and I hope ( Read more... )

well i ahve decided that i am going to change my life. i avhe done alot of bad things in my life and i regret all of them... well lets be hinest ive dont a whole lot of bad things. i have decided first that i avhe a problem and that is that i lie alot a whole lot so i am going to change that. i will no longer lie. second i am going to get ( Read more... )