Aw Tara I love you. Call me when you wanna talk. I almost feel the same way but backwards. I FOUND my true love that I would totally marry right now if he asked, and I have all those feelings you mentioned...But I WANT TO TEST THE WATER. But I can't. Because I'm already in a relationship. And sometimes I wonder that if I grow up and never play around, and then I divorce him, I will feel like I wasted my life, and now I'm too old to go out and do things. See? So, I'd say, while you're not with anyone, do that test the water thing. And even if you get hurt, you grow from it, I promise. It sucks, but that's what makes life interesting. Then, when you find the one, you will know it, and you won't regret not experiancing things, like I'm afraid will happen to me.
gguurrll... if you feel that strongly bout it, just 'take a break'
but thats what it was origionally supposed to be with me and AJ, but.. well, this is how it turned out.
i think it was NOT a good experience to hvae such long relationships early.. because im going to get attatched, and im soooooo scared to, that im scared to even Test things... which sucks, because thats what mt mind whats to do!
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but thats what it was origionally supposed to be with me and AJ, but.. well, this is how it turned out.
i think it was NOT a good experience to hvae such long relationships early.. because im going to get attatched, and im soooooo scared to, that im scared to even Test things... which sucks, because thats what mt mind whats to do!
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we'll get through this..
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you are awesome
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