So much for emotional maturity.

[tawny918]

Oh I hate myself so much sometimes. What is WRONG with me? I'm so certain, so sure that someone is perfect for me UP UNTIL THE SECOND that he agrees. As long as I'm fighting for that person, lying awake at night wishing that he would just open his eyes and realize that I liked him, wondering every time I saw him with a girl what she has that I don'

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[amusingly_odd]

HA. THE LEVELS OF EMO IN THIS POST IS EASILY BEAT BY THE LEVELS IN MY PRIVATE POST

[elikrei]

Boo! I'm that obnoxious friend of Christina's and I've decided to friend you! And to give you advice you probably don't want! Stop it with the long-term. You're not responsible for making him happy yet, no more than you would be for a friend. Of course you're not sure if you want to sleep with him yet - you haven't even kissed him, have you? Have fun, take it easy. Maybe you could say you're not sure you want to be in a relationship yet and would like to go on a few dates first (= "appreciate me!"). Don't put too much pressure on yourself so soon!