I am such a loser. I can watch RENT over and over and over and over and I still sob my friggin heart out. Ridiculous? I think yes. God, I don't even cry this hard about real life. But Angel! And Mimi! And poor angsty Roger who should marry me and Mark who should be my pet awkward kid! I'm sobbing as I write this. Actual sobbing, not little movie ( Read more... )

I wrote this forever ago and just found it:

I believe in magic, as much as I pretend not to. I mean, my outer mind doesn’t believe it. And my rational mind will never ever admit to anyone, even itself, that it believes it. I even tried to say it out loud once. “I believe… I mean I know I can’t but sometimes I convince myself… even though I know ( Read more... )

I'm reading this book (yes, I know, first time in a looong while I've had time to read for fun) called The Thirteenth Tale, and I have to say, it is absolutely magnificent. I'm only about a hundred pages in, but I'm hooked. If I could write half as well as this author, I would consider myself accomplished, sit back and reward myself with some fancy ( Read more... )

I've decided ( Read more... )

Is it weird to be really good friends with someone I never expect to see again? To be online friends with someone who's really really great online, but who I can't ever picture having a face to face conversation with? To not be able to picture a person while you're iming them, because its been upwards of a year since you've seen him ( Read more... )

EPIPHANY.

I am officially addicted to caffeine. Not the cute little oh man wish I had some coffee oh well I'll get on with my life addicted. The IF I DON'T GET A FUCKING STIMULANT IN ME RIGHT NOW I'M GONNA GO ALL DEPRESSED AND EMO ON YOUR ASS. Because today, I had two coffees and an espresso and was cheerful, like actually cheerful, smiling because ( Read more... )

For fire-water story ( Read more... )

I AMB LOOSING MAI MINDE.

HALP.

Time is weird when I'm tired. It's like... slow, but at the same time, I feel like the hours are flying by like minutes. I look up from my computer and i'm like wow.The world is... still there. Its so still. So quiet. Even though I'm wearing headphones and listening to music, I'm getting freaked out by the fact that outside of my brain, the room is ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that I was in a big house and there were a bunch of people in it that were mostly girls, and we looked out the window and there was this ENORMOUS bird coming toward us and it was really really scary and so we all hid all over the house and the bird came in and started searching for people. We knew that it was looking for ( Read more... )