Because of Boredom Sequel [2/2]
Title: Because of fear [2/2]
Pairing: Yamachii
Genre: Fluff/Smut
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Things has been weirds for Yamada and Chinen since the first incident between them. Yamada want to talk about it, but Chinen don't look like he do. What will Yamada do to get over this problem?
If you're reading this, make sure you already read BECAUSE OF BOREDOM and BECAUSE OF FEAR [1/2]
I wrote this because ukino_kun & iluvchukc requested a sequel and My twin alexaleon15 convinced me of writing it.
This is my first Smut, please do easy with me. >///<
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Yamada pulled him inside the room closing de door behind him and putting a chair in front of it.
“Wha… What are you doing?” Chinen asked in a weak voice.
“Making sure no one interrupts us this time. We are going to talk” he said turning around to face Chinen.
“Talk? About what?”
“Why are you avoiding me?” Yamada asked in an angry tone of voice. Seeing Chinen and Yuma together had made him pretty mad.
“I’m not” Chinen say looking to the other side as he knew he couldn’t lie to the older one.
“Of course you are” he yelled “Stop laying to me”
Chinen didn’t knew what to answer “I… I just… I didn’t…”
“What? You prefer to be with Yuma now?”
“What are you talking about?” Chinen just didn’t understood why Yamada was acting like this.
“You’re asking me, what I’m I talking about? I’m talking about you ignoring me for this last few days. I’m talking about you being with Yuma all the time. You just run away from me every time I try to talk to you. Do you prefer to be with Him now, ehhh? So, it’s he your boyfriend now? I saw you two hugging. It’s he a better kisser than me? I guess he convinced you of not talking to me anymore, right?” Chinen was speechless for a moment as he listened to Yamada’s accusations. But he has got just enough and now he was full with anger.
“Stop talking without knowing!!!” Chinen screamed “Yuma did nothing to you, he was just been nice and listening to me”
“ahhh!!!” Yamada say raising his voice even more “so he was just being nice, ahh?”
“Yes, he was being nice and listening to me now that I’m so confuse and worried” Chinen answered still screaming.
“And why didn’t you come and talk to me?” Yamada new he shouldn’t be screaming at Chinen, this wasn’t what he wanted; but he was so jealous right now that he couldn’t help it. So they just keep on screaming at each other.
“Why I didn’t when to you?” Chinen asked, his face red with anger “because you are the reason I’m so confuse and worried in the first place”
Yamada stood there watching Chinen, don’t knowing what to say.
“Yes, he was just listening of how confuse I was about what I should do with this feelings, of how worried I was about the possibility of you saying that what happened a week ago was nothing for you, that it was a mistake. He was hugging me because he was trying to calm me when I told him how scare I was of getting rejected by you” Chinen was now crying, he was trembling of anger and sadness, how could Yamada treat him like that?
Yamada stood there realizing what he has done. He was trying to come up with something to say but Chinen continued talking.
“YES, now you know. You kissed me but you have never told me that you love me, you have ne…”
“You didn’t give me the opportunity to tell you” Yamada interrupted him in a lower voice. “You didn’t give me the opportunity to tell you that I love you.”
Yamada tried to get closer to Chinen but the smaller one give a step back.
Yes, Chinen was happy to hear that. He was so happy he still couldn’t believe it.
And in other circumstances he would have ran to the older guy and kiss him, but now he was still mad and he couldn’t decide between those feelings.
Yamada tried to walk closer to Chinen again but the other keep giving steps back, getting away from him. Finally Chinen touched the wall; He didn’t have other place to go and Yamada toke the opportunity to approach him.
Now their faces were mere centimeters away. And Chinen was trapped between Yamada and the wall.
“Chinen…” Yamada stared to say but Chinen interrupted him.
“Step back” Chinen said trying to stay firm feeling Yamada breath in his face.
“NO” Yamada say firm.
“I don’t want…” but Yamada would never know what Chinen didn’t wanted as hi closed the gap between then and kissed him fully on the lips. At first Chinen struggle to free himself, but Yamada was stronger and didn’t let him go. The kiss was more insistent than before; and at the end Chinen gives up on fighting and returned the kiss, wrapping his arms around the older guy.
When they needed air Yamada broke the kiss, resting his forehead on Chinen’s.
“Couldn’t you feel the love in my kisses?” Yamada asked “didn’t they show you how much I love you and how important you are to me?”
“I love you too” Chinen answered in a low voice.
Yamada didn’t needed to hear anything else, no other words could be more important than that. He kissed Chinen once again, this time more hard, strong and demanding that before.
They could feel the need of each other as Yamada got even closer to Chinen pressing him against the wall and making their body make full contact.
Yamada was licking Chinen bottom lips, biting a little. Chinen opened his mouth a little giving Yamada access to his mouth, and Yamada didn’t wait to do so. He explored every centimeter of Chinen’s mouth playing with his tongue and sucking on it, what make Chinen moan in the kiss.
The sound of Chinen moaning just makes Yamada naughtier and without breaking the kiss he entered his hands inside Chinen’s shirt, rubbing his abdomen before moving his hands up to his nipples circling and pinching them, making Chinen moan lauder arch his back in response.
When Yamada felt both of Chinen nipple completely harden he broke the kiss and he lifted Chinen’s shirt taking it off.
Without wasting time he attacked Chine’s neck, kissing and biting and leaving marks all over it. Chinen close his eyes enjoying what the other was doing to him, moaning continuously as the older was placing butterfly’s kisses all over his neck, so he lifted his head to the side giving Yamada more access.
Yamada sucked hard in Chinen’s collar bone while his hands were slowly trailing down his abdomen, down and down and… “ahhhhh… Ryo-chan…”
Yamada couldn’t stop his grinning when he heard Chinen scream out his name in pleasure when he palmed his bulge.
The older guy new that Chinen’s bulge was asking for attention and he was more than willing to do so. He moved his hand to Chinen’s trouser belt.
Chinen knew what was coming. Yamada stopped sucking in his collar bone and looked directly into his eyes silently asking for permission.
Chinen didn’t needed to think it too much; He wanted this as much as Yamada did, or maybe even more since he has been in love with the older guy for a longer time.
He just nodded and Yamada immediately opened the belt and pulled down his pants along with his black underpants, revealing Chinen’s already hard member.
Yamada was looking up and down Chinen’s completely naked body with ayes full of desire and lust, enjoying the sensation of knowing that it was all going to be his.
“Can you stop looking at me like that?” asked Chinen full with embarrassment.
“It’s just that I’m seeing something that I want” answered Yamada taking hold of Chinen arousal; Making Chinen moan loud and shiver on his touch. Yamada smirked seeing Chinen reaction and squeezed it a little.
Chinen closed his eyes, throwing his head back enjoying Yamada touch that was increasing in speed, he was just moaning trying to keep then low, but couldn’t suppress then as he felt Yamada lick his tip. “ngghhh… Yama… chan…”
Chinen felt like he was flying to heaven, when suddenly Yamada stopped.
“Yamada!” Chinen exclaimed in frustration.
“Yes?” Yamada answered feigning innocence, he looked up at Chinen who was pouting, and smirked knowing what the little giant wanted.
“Please” Chinen was almost begging and he tried to get his crotch closer to Yamada’s mouth.
“Please what?” asked the older one still teasing.
“Please!” answer Chinen getting more frustrating by every passing second his member was neglected from attention. “Please continue”
With a smile in his face Yamada tock hold of Chinen’s manhood and place it in front his mouth, liking the tip before sucking hard on the head. This make Chinen groan out in pleasure grabbing to Yamada’s shoulder, feeling like his legs couldn’t hold him anymore.
Yamada licked the complete length finally entering it in his mouth.
He stared to suck hard, moving his head up and down, and playing with his tongue. It didn’t take long before he felt Chinen tighten his grip in his shoulders as he stared shaking, coming really hard inside Yamada’s mouth who drank it in all in one gulp. He waited for Chinen to ride out of his orgasm before releasing his member.
Yamada stood up, he cupped Chinen face this is palms and kissed him deeply letting him taste himself, he broke the kiss and stared placing kisses all over Chinen’s jaw, liking his earlobe, “would you do me the same favor?” he whispered in an seductive voice.
Chinen didn’t lose time; he immediately kneeled down in front of Yamada and pulled the older guy’s pants down, facing Yamada’s hard member that was covered just by the fabric of the underwear, he could see it was huge. Whit trembling hands Chinen pulled the underpants down revealing Yamada’s hard-on.
He didn’t really knew what to do. He toke it in his hands and felt how it was hardening more at his touch, smiling when he heard Yamada moan; this make him get more confidence and he stared to pump it a little slowly, he then started placing kisses all over the member, teasing.
For Yamada this felt so good, he wanted more but Chinen looked like if he just wanted to torture him.
“Stop teasing” Yamada groaned in a mix of pleasure and exasperation.
Yes, this was Chinen revenge for what the other boy did before.
“Chii!!” Chinen just smirked before fast entering all the length fully in his mouth.
He stared sucking, moving his head like the older boy did before.
Yamada was moaning tangling his fingers in Chinen’s hair, Chinen decided to let Yamada lead the movements when he felt Yamada thrust into his mouth.
Now Yamada was mouth fucking him while Chinen was sucking at the same pace.
Chinen knew Yamada was almost there so he sucked harder but got surprise when the older guy stopped.
He looked at Yamada who just smiled “I don’t want to come yet, I have other plans” He said in a sensual voice “That it’s if you allow me of course” Chinen just nodded and the next happened so fast that when he realized it he was already lying on the couch, Yamada in top of him.
“Chinen, can I…?” Yamada asked looking into Chinen eyes.
“h… Hai” Chinen said blushing “but please be gentle” Yamada could see that Chinen was scared.
“I promise I won’t hurt you, Just tell me if you want me so stop.” Yamada said caressing Chine’s face and kissing gently on the forehead.
Yamada could see that Chinen had calmed a little so he separated Chinen’s legs, placing himself in between. He make Chinen lick two fingers that he use to prepared him.
He entered one finger first, Chinen closed his eyes trying to hold the pain, so Yamada stared kissing him to distract him. He pulled the finger in and out until he felt Chinen relaxed and he preceded whit the second one; he did the same and when he felt Chinen was already prepared he toke the fingers out and placed himself in his entry.
“Yuri, it going to hurt at first but I promise it’ll get better” Yamada said in a calming voice, Chinen just nodded again and Yamada grabbed Chinen’s legs and wrapped them around his waist and started to slowly push himself inside his little squirrel.
Chinen tried to suppress his cry of pain but he couldn’t as tears rolled down his face.
“Should I stop?” Asked Yamada in a worried voice.
“NO!” Chinen immediately responded.
And Yamada did at he was told. He pushed himself completely inside his new lover and waited for Chinen to give him a signal before continuing. When Chinen nodded Yamada stared to move; gently and slowly at first but faster and deeper as he hear Chinen sounds of pain changing into sounds of pleasure.
“ahhhnnn… Ryo…chan” Chinen was now loudly moaning as Yamada hit his sweet spot. “Mo..tto” And Yamada again did as he was told hitting the same spot with every thrust.
“aahhhh… Ryo… annng… I… think … I’m going… to… come” Chinen said between moans. Yamada didn’t answered as he felt himself also getting closer, he stared to thrust faster and deeper into the same spot until he hear Chinen groan his name while coming to their chest.
Yamada felt Chinen’s hole get tighter around his member and that was enough to make him come too inside the little boy.
After they passed their orgasm, Yamada pulled out of Chinen and hugged him tight.
They stayed there for a while, Chinen cuddling in Yamada’s arms that were tightly holding him as if not wanting to let go.
Who cares that they were supposed to be working? Who cares that the staffs were waiting for them? Who cares their manager was going to scold them for disappearing in work time? And, who cares of what people might think of this relationship? They only knew that they were together and that no other place or people could be more important at that moment.
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I'm so embarrassed *hiding* >///< I'm sorry if it's not good but really tried my best.
Ok this is officially my longest Fic ever. Sorry for my bad english.
Comments are loved, Hope you guys like it ^^
Pairing: Yamachii
Genre: Fluff/Smut
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Things has been weirds for Yamada and Chinen since the first incident between them. Yamada want to talk about it, but Chinen don't look like he do. What will Yamada do to get over this problem?
If you're reading this, make sure you already read BECAUSE OF BOREDOM and BECAUSE OF FEAR [1/2]
I wrote this because ukino_kun & iluvchukc requested a sequel and My twin alexaleon15 convinced me of writing it.
This is my first Smut, please do easy with me. >///<
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Yamada pulled him inside the room closing de door behind him and putting a chair in front of it.
“Wha… What are you doing?” Chinen asked in a weak voice.
“Making sure no one interrupts us this time. We are going to talk” he said turning around to face Chinen.
“Talk? About what?”
“Why are you avoiding me?” Yamada asked in an angry tone of voice. Seeing Chinen and Yuma together had made him pretty mad.
“I’m not” Chinen say looking to the other side as he knew he couldn’t lie to the older one.
“Of course you are” he yelled “Stop laying to me”
Chinen didn’t knew what to answer “I… I just… I didn’t…”
“What? You prefer to be with Yuma now?”
“What are you talking about?” Chinen just didn’t understood why Yamada was acting like this.
“You’re asking me, what I’m I talking about? I’m talking about you ignoring me for this last few days. I’m talking about you being with Yuma all the time. You just run away from me every time I try to talk to you. Do you prefer to be with Him now, ehhh? So, it’s he your boyfriend now? I saw you two hugging. It’s he a better kisser than me? I guess he convinced you of not talking to me anymore, right?” Chinen was speechless for a moment as he listened to Yamada’s accusations. But he has got just enough and now he was full with anger.
“Stop talking without knowing!!!” Chinen screamed “Yuma did nothing to you, he was just been nice and listening to me”
“ahhh!!!” Yamada say raising his voice even more “so he was just being nice, ahh?”
“Yes, he was being nice and listening to me now that I’m so confuse and worried” Chinen answered still screaming.
“And why didn’t you come and talk to me?” Yamada new he shouldn’t be screaming at Chinen, this wasn’t what he wanted; but he was so jealous right now that he couldn’t help it. So they just keep on screaming at each other.
“Why I didn’t when to you?” Chinen asked, his face red with anger “because you are the reason I’m so confuse and worried in the first place”
Yamada stood there watching Chinen, don’t knowing what to say.
“Yes, he was just listening of how confuse I was about what I should do with this feelings, of how worried I was about the possibility of you saying that what happened a week ago was nothing for you, that it was a mistake. He was hugging me because he was trying to calm me when I told him how scare I was of getting rejected by you” Chinen was now crying, he was trembling of anger and sadness, how could Yamada treat him like that?
Yamada stood there realizing what he has done. He was trying to come up with something to say but Chinen continued talking.
“YES, now you know. You kissed me but you have never told me that you love me, you have ne…”
“You didn’t give me the opportunity to tell you” Yamada interrupted him in a lower voice. “You didn’t give me the opportunity to tell you that I love you.”
Yamada tried to get closer to Chinen but the smaller one give a step back.
Yes, Chinen was happy to hear that. He was so happy he still couldn’t believe it.
And in other circumstances he would have ran to the older guy and kiss him, but now he was still mad and he couldn’t decide between those feelings.
Yamada tried to walk closer to Chinen again but the other keep giving steps back, getting away from him. Finally Chinen touched the wall; He didn’t have other place to go and Yamada toke the opportunity to approach him.
Now their faces were mere centimeters away. And Chinen was trapped between Yamada and the wall.
“Chinen…” Yamada stared to say but Chinen interrupted him.
“Step back” Chinen said trying to stay firm feeling Yamada breath in his face.
“NO” Yamada say firm.
“I don’t want…” but Yamada would never know what Chinen didn’t wanted as hi closed the gap between then and kissed him fully on the lips. At first Chinen struggle to free himself, but Yamada was stronger and didn’t let him go. The kiss was more insistent than before; and at the end Chinen gives up on fighting and returned the kiss, wrapping his arms around the older guy.
When they needed air Yamada broke the kiss, resting his forehead on Chinen’s.
“Couldn’t you feel the love in my kisses?” Yamada asked “didn’t they show you how much I love you and how important you are to me?”
“I love you too” Chinen answered in a low voice.
Yamada didn’t needed to hear anything else, no other words could be more important than that. He kissed Chinen once again, this time more hard, strong and demanding that before.
They could feel the need of each other as Yamada got even closer to Chinen pressing him against the wall and making their body make full contact.
Yamada was licking Chinen bottom lips, biting a little. Chinen opened his mouth a little giving Yamada access to his mouth, and Yamada didn’t wait to do so. He explored every centimeter of Chinen’s mouth playing with his tongue and sucking on it, what make Chinen moan in the kiss.
The sound of Chinen moaning just makes Yamada naughtier and without breaking the kiss he entered his hands inside Chinen’s shirt, rubbing his abdomen before moving his hands up to his nipples circling and pinching them, making Chinen moan lauder arch his back in response.
When Yamada felt both of Chinen nipple completely harden he broke the kiss and he lifted Chinen’s shirt taking it off.
Without wasting time he attacked Chine’s neck, kissing and biting and leaving marks all over it. Chinen close his eyes enjoying what the other was doing to him, moaning continuously as the older was placing butterfly’s kisses all over his neck, so he lifted his head to the side giving Yamada more access.
Yamada sucked hard in Chinen’s collar bone while his hands were slowly trailing down his abdomen, down and down and… “ahhhhh… Ryo-chan…”
Yamada couldn’t stop his grinning when he heard Chinen scream out his name in pleasure when he palmed his bulge.
The older guy new that Chinen’s bulge was asking for attention and he was more than willing to do so. He moved his hand to Chinen’s trouser belt.
Chinen knew what was coming. Yamada stopped sucking in his collar bone and looked directly into his eyes silently asking for permission.
Chinen didn’t needed to think it too much; He wanted this as much as Yamada did, or maybe even more since he has been in love with the older guy for a longer time.
He just nodded and Yamada immediately opened the belt and pulled down his pants along with his black underpants, revealing Chinen’s already hard member.
Yamada was looking up and down Chinen’s completely naked body with ayes full of desire and lust, enjoying the sensation of knowing that it was all going to be his.
“Can you stop looking at me like that?” asked Chinen full with embarrassment.
“It’s just that I’m seeing something that I want” answered Yamada taking hold of Chinen arousal; Making Chinen moan loud and shiver on his touch. Yamada smirked seeing Chinen reaction and squeezed it a little.
Chinen closed his eyes, throwing his head back enjoying Yamada touch that was increasing in speed, he was just moaning trying to keep then low, but couldn’t suppress then as he felt Yamada lick his tip. “ngghhh… Yama… chan…”
Chinen felt like he was flying to heaven, when suddenly Yamada stopped.
“Yamada!” Chinen exclaimed in frustration.
“Yes?” Yamada answered feigning innocence, he looked up at Chinen who was pouting, and smirked knowing what the little giant wanted.
“Please” Chinen was almost begging and he tried to get his crotch closer to Yamada’s mouth.
“Please what?” asked the older one still teasing.
“Please!” answer Chinen getting more frustrating by every passing second his member was neglected from attention. “Please continue”
With a smile in his face Yamada tock hold of Chinen’s manhood and place it in front his mouth, liking the tip before sucking hard on the head. This make Chinen groan out in pleasure grabbing to Yamada’s shoulder, feeling like his legs couldn’t hold him anymore.
Yamada licked the complete length finally entering it in his mouth.
He stared to suck hard, moving his head up and down, and playing with his tongue. It didn’t take long before he felt Chinen tighten his grip in his shoulders as he stared shaking, coming really hard inside Yamada’s mouth who drank it in all in one gulp. He waited for Chinen to ride out of his orgasm before releasing his member.
Yamada stood up, he cupped Chinen face this is palms and kissed him deeply letting him taste himself, he broke the kiss and stared placing kisses all over Chinen’s jaw, liking his earlobe, “would you do me the same favor?” he whispered in an seductive voice.
Chinen didn’t lose time; he immediately kneeled down in front of Yamada and pulled the older guy’s pants down, facing Yamada’s hard member that was covered just by the fabric of the underwear, he could see it was huge. Whit trembling hands Chinen pulled the underpants down revealing Yamada’s hard-on.
He didn’t really knew what to do. He toke it in his hands and felt how it was hardening more at his touch, smiling when he heard Yamada moan; this make him get more confidence and he stared to pump it a little slowly, he then started placing kisses all over the member, teasing.
For Yamada this felt so good, he wanted more but Chinen looked like if he just wanted to torture him.
“Stop teasing” Yamada groaned in a mix of pleasure and exasperation.
Yes, this was Chinen revenge for what the other boy did before.
“Chii!!” Chinen just smirked before fast entering all the length fully in his mouth.
He stared sucking, moving his head like the older boy did before.
Yamada was moaning tangling his fingers in Chinen’s hair, Chinen decided to let Yamada lead the movements when he felt Yamada thrust into his mouth.
Now Yamada was mouth fucking him while Chinen was sucking at the same pace.
Chinen knew Yamada was almost there so he sucked harder but got surprise when the older guy stopped.
He looked at Yamada who just smiled “I don’t want to come yet, I have other plans” He said in a sensual voice “That it’s if you allow me of course” Chinen just nodded and the next happened so fast that when he realized it he was already lying on the couch, Yamada in top of him.
“Chinen, can I…?” Yamada asked looking into Chinen eyes.
“h… Hai” Chinen said blushing “but please be gentle” Yamada could see that Chinen was scared.
“I promise I won’t hurt you, Just tell me if you want me so stop.” Yamada said caressing Chine’s face and kissing gently on the forehead.
Yamada could see that Chinen had calmed a little so he separated Chinen’s legs, placing himself in between. He make Chinen lick two fingers that he use to prepared him.
He entered one finger first, Chinen closed his eyes trying to hold the pain, so Yamada stared kissing him to distract him. He pulled the finger in and out until he felt Chinen relaxed and he preceded whit the second one; he did the same and when he felt Chinen was already prepared he toke the fingers out and placed himself in his entry.
“Yuri, it going to hurt at first but I promise it’ll get better” Yamada said in a calming voice, Chinen just nodded again and Yamada grabbed Chinen’s legs and wrapped them around his waist and started to slowly push himself inside his little squirrel.
Chinen tried to suppress his cry of pain but he couldn’t as tears rolled down his face.
“Should I stop?” Asked Yamada in a worried voice.
“NO!” Chinen immediately responded.
And Yamada did at he was told. He pushed himself completely inside his new lover and waited for Chinen to give him a signal before continuing. When Chinen nodded Yamada stared to move; gently and slowly at first but faster and deeper as he hear Chinen sounds of pain changing into sounds of pleasure.
“ahhhnnn… Ryo…chan” Chinen was now loudly moaning as Yamada hit his sweet spot. “Mo..tto” And Yamada again did as he was told hitting the same spot with every thrust.
“aahhhh… Ryo… annng… I… think … I’m going… to… come” Chinen said between moans. Yamada didn’t answered as he felt himself also getting closer, he stared to thrust faster and deeper into the same spot until he hear Chinen groan his name while coming to their chest.
Yamada felt Chinen’s hole get tighter around his member and that was enough to make him come too inside the little boy.
After they passed their orgasm, Yamada pulled out of Chinen and hugged him tight.
They stayed there for a while, Chinen cuddling in Yamada’s arms that were tightly holding him as if not wanting to let go.
Who cares that they were supposed to be working? Who cares that the staffs were waiting for them? Who cares their manager was going to scold them for disappearing in work time? And, who cares of what people might think of this relationship? They only knew that they were together and that no other place or people could be more important at that moment.
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I'm so embarrassed *hiding* >///< I'm sorry if it's not good but really tried my best.
Ok this is officially my longest Fic ever. Sorry for my bad english.
Comments are loved, Hope you guys like it ^^