well spring break is here and i really don't know what to do. i'm at my dad's just doing nothing. hopefully he will take me shopping, i have felt this need to buy new clothes for a long time maybe my dad will fullfil it. :) being away from joe sucks. it hurts. i just need a kiss. now he's traveling around the state so the phone calls are even worse ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. I want to help him but I can't. I hate the fact that he's hurting and I want to do something about it but I can't. I can't change the fact that he didn't treat me like I should be treated. I can't change the fact that he wanted something else. But with the sad away messages and the sad online posts, I feel like I should do ( Read more... )

i'm so happy i came to this school. joe makes me so happy and every morning we get to have sex. gotta love your roommate having class at 830 4 days a week and you and your boyfriend never having class before 1030 any day of the week. this semester is great. i feel bad for amanda but i don't know what to do. hopefully things will get better...brian ( Read more... )

i just feel like crying.

i leave tomorrow and guess how many people have cared to call me?? oh ya that would be none. i must have done something really horriable for the few friends that i actually still have to not call me. and it's funny because i have called them all and they haven't called me back ( Read more... )

I am so ready to go home. I really don't want to be here anymore. this is house is driving me crazy and it doesn't even feel like home anymore. i really don't even know if I want to come here this summer. the summer is going to be horriable. getting my mom's car out what horriable. i couldn't even believe that she got it stuck. it was so stupid. i ( Read more... )

things are crazy here. the snow is up to 19 inches now. but good news it stopped snowing BUT it is going to get to zero tonight!! zero and tomorrow it's suppose to get even colder, even colder then zero!! that's mad crazy. fighting with joe is horriable. it's not really fighting but more of me wanting him to always say the right thing but of course ( Read more... )

it's snowing here like crazy!!! it's really crazy, we are stuck inside. we are baking cookies. it's a great time but i wish joe was here...oh well it's okay. well back to baking!! lol

being in oxford is very odd. i saw matt tonight for the first time, this was something that i was worried about. i knew that it was going to be hard but i didn't know how i'd feel about it. it was so werid seing him, but kinda good at the same time. he was really nice and he told me he was glad that we could still be friends. i miss joe, it's so ( Read more... )

I'm going to Ohio tomorrow, I am excited but at the same time I just dont know if it's going to be fun. I'm scared to see people. I am really scared to see matt, i mean it's going to be so werid. do i hug him hello? i have to he's my best friend...well at least he used to be. i don't even know what he is anymore. but i'm scared that if i lose him i ( Read more... )