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20. things.
1. i love you soooo much, but i hate what youve become, i dont understand why you have changed so much and why you do the things you do. your mom is like my second mother and i dont think you should put her through all the shit you do. i mean shes sick now, and youre just making it worse. i would kill for things to be how they used to be, and i would kill to see you soon. i love you. 2. im so glad your sober now, and i hope you stay that way. everything we did together was crazy and i loved it, youre the funniest person i have ever met, and i miss you like hell, love you. 3. ive known you forever, even though we never went to the same schools you were one of my very best friends, im so glad our parents knew eachother, it just sucks now because you have your life and i have mine. i hope to see you soon, miss and love you. 4. youre so cool. and you are exactly like me and it freaked me out when i met you. i wish you lived here and i cant wait till i come visit you, or you come visit me. see you this summer (or maybe chirstmas break!) ? 5. sometimes youre fun to be around but others i feel like you think im a bad influence, you make me laugh and i know i freak you out. 6. youve messed things up between us when you told me something, and i think you can be really annoying sometimes. but youre still one of my good friends, and sorry we dont talk more. 7. i always liked you alot, we dont talk much if any now, but whenever i visit we always hang out, and you were always a good friend to me. i hope everything goes good for you... youre such a sweet person you deserve it. 8. i think youre really funny and cool and probably the most random person i know, but sometimes you get weird and it gets on my nerves. just be happy and dont worry so much about stuff. 9. i miss how we used to be, youve changed alot and i dont know if i like it... you can get on my nerves so bad sometimes, youre not happy withyourself and i dont know why. i love you. 10. you are really cool and sweet, you worry wayyyy too much and it bothers me, we all do love you, but you wont believe that until youre able to love yourself. i dont like some things you do, but i promise i really love you. 11. sometimes you are the funniest person ever to be around, other times youre just kinda annoying. 12. i miss spending time with you, you are one of my best friends even though we never talk anymore. i dont like some of the things you do. i always had the most fun with you. hope to see you soon. 13. you used to be one of my very best friends, then weird stuff happened and other people became jealous and messed stuff up... i hardly talk to you now, and i doubt i will see you in awhile. and when you say you miss me... i dont really believe it. 14. i think you change who you are alot... and thats kinda lame. i like you somedays then others i dont. 15. im really glad i have met you, and i think youre really halarious and alittle crazy sometimes. i like hanging with you. 16. i think you can be really funny sometimes, and i like to hang out with you... i just think you might need anger management. 17. i miss who you used to be, we used to be the very best of friends. i talked to you awhile back and asked you why things change, and you gave me the reasonable answer of nothing stays the same... but thats not good enough because we used to be so close, then i guess you grew up, and i didnt. i still love you though, and will always remember all the fun we had. 18. you are so funny, you think like me, and we always have fun. youre my best friend and im so lucky to have met you... plus...youre hott/bangable, i love you. 19. i dont like what youve done to one of my friends, i wish you could be different and didnt care so much about random stuff, sometimes you can be cool and other times... i think i hate you. 20. ive known you alongggg time and even though we dont talk much now youre still one of my very best friends, its funny how weve both grown up and gone through the same phazes and ended up being almost the same people. youve always been like a big sister to me and i love you for that.