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Today was the worst day ive had in like 3 weeks. first off, i woke up...pissed off and tired bc i didnt get much sleep. then i had to do chores all day and it was cloudy and i felt like killing myself. (not literally) anyways...then i had to go to work. walked into corbens room...no corben. the chart said he hadnt been discharged or moved. so that ( Read more... )

01. I have paint all over my hands ( Read more... )

omg this is the saddest thing ive ever seen in my whole life. seriously, im afraid thats true.


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what do u think of when u hear the word ( Read more... )

so lately things havent been so bad. ive been spending alot of time with shawnacee. which is always good for me. she gives me hope :) ive been painting alot of good stuff. hospital work is going good, even though it has been very depressing lately. and im still single which is exactly how i want it. i dont want to be with anyone, i want to be ( Read more... )

omg!!!! i am so fucking excited! u guys, guess who gets to paint a murial @ the door in dallas. uhm yah me. i dont get paid...but do u know how many people are going to see my work?! u dont understand how big of a deal this it to me!!! haha god loves me after all <3 i cant wait to tell my dad...bc i know what hes gonna say "youre not good enough to ( Read more... )

MY CHEMiCAL ROMANCE- Im not okay (i promise) <3 ( Read more... )

pretty boring day. mostly work. work was very busy tho. lots of cancer kids today. i helped all of them paint, since thats my specialty ;). corben is still there, which is good and bad. GOOD- bc everytime i come in he runs up to me and hugs me then tells everyone how great i am, and how much he loves me. hes the most badass 7 year old ever... BAD- ( Read more... )

so these past few weeks..have been up and down. i guess some things never change