i want you to want me.
i need you to need me.
id love you to love me.
im begging you to beg me.

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this weekend went by so fast! dang. last night was hmmm intresting. i went over to shawnacees and we had to take cory to some guys house and then give him a ride back home...bc cees her brothers lil bitch. and thennnn we left to go to justins...but we didnt know exactly how to get there so we met derrek and mike at the elementary school...and we ( Read more... )

One more time in this game we play...Sorry that I couldn't make you stay...Placing pieces in the floor...Of all the things that we loved before.so its finally friday. im not really sure it'll matter i prob wont do nething anyway. i take that back, im doing something tonight. i'll find somthing to do. last night was hell. i was so bored and sick and ( Read more... )

good morning kids. i think today is...thursday? i love the summer. u dont even know what day it is and it doesnt matter. ahh it stormed ALL night last night. it was kinda fun me and cee just ran around the house with all the lights turned off and watched the lightning. ahh it sucked tho bc we couldnt go to kev/daniels baseball game. so yeah staying ( Read more... )

yeah im ACTUALLY happy for the first time since...last summer? that was the last time i remember being truely happy...until now!!!! :) :) :)

so today, was the last day of school. which kicks ass, i didnt do as good on my finals as i would have hoped, but o well u cant have it all. so when school was over, i came home-did my chores, talked to a few people, then started getting ready to go out. tonight we went to kevins house which was...pretty good! daniel, justin, chris, kevin and i ( Read more... )

omg i love this rain. i went outside to tan today, and i fell asleep (as usual) and i woke up bc it started to rain on me. it was a pretty cool feeling LOL waking up in the rain. neway, today was a pretty good day. only 1 more full day of school left. thank god. i think this summer is gonna be pretty good. i wish i were a junior this year tho, so i ( Read more... )

do u believe in fate?

this weekend has been...very eventful. last night was pure craziness, im not exactly sure what all happend-but i know that it sucked. i woke up in the morning and my best friend hates me now, all of a sudden. sucks. kevin and johnny almost got in a fight last night AND adam called and was trying to be all sweet to me. so yeah last night was insane ( Read more... )

its okay to be pissed off at me, whatever. but there are certain lines that you shouldnt cross, and she crossed them. she showed me that she doesnt have concern with anyone else but herself. i love allison, always have shes a sweet girl. but i mean cmon-she doesnt give a shit about me, or our friendship. ok the first fight weve ever been in and ( Read more... )