well. The week gets worse as the days count down.My g-tar is now pretty much usless. Unless people want to hear some horribly out of tune jamming. I have to use the laptop to do this and it is messed up. The delete key like. I dont know. Its crazy. Im pretty much pissed at everyone in my immediate family. Theyve got this thing (woo i fixed the ( Read more... )

Hey guys wats up. Today was ok. Except that Im really sick. I guess I might be put on anti-deppresants. Fun huh. I dont know if I want them though. I meen maybe itd be best but I dont want to have to take medication. Owell watever they wanna do. This song is great but sad. The harmonies are the best. I really have nothing to say about today. I ( Read more... )

Today was ok i guess. Some of u may know I havnt been doin to well. Physically and Mentally. Ive been sick all weekend and workin like a mad man tryin to get this music written in time for friday. Ya u should all come on friday. Even though Im sure ur all planning on coming anyways. You guys cant even understand how im feeling rite now. I miss ( Read more... )

Well. Today morning sucked. Found out Natalie mite not be able to call me at all. That would suck. Then turns out the reason was because my step mom didnt want us to have any contact. That sucked. But it got a little better after i was done being sad. The Kellan and I came up with a crazy idea. But its a secret. So u all should come to the benifit ( Read more... )

Ya today was an ok day. U know not much happened. Then I had to go to counseling. I dont like counseling. It wasnt to bad today though. All my parents got together and talked. My step mom wasnt there though. Owell. I didnt really listen to wat they were talking about. I was just kinda zoned. U know. Then I went to heritage night and played with the ( Read more... )

Heres wat ive noticed. Eversince I got an account on this thing, shit has started to happen. Its crazy. This is the first time since last monday that i have actually been happy. Me and Natalie are goin back out now so everything seems to be getting better. The only bad thing is im not aloud to be unsupervised around her. But u know as long as I can ( Read more... )

K, this weekend sucked. Probably the worst weekend i have ever lived through. Luckily my good friend kramer was there to pull me through it all. Without him who knows wat i may have done. Basically my parents found out some stuff that ive done.(ill let u use ur imagination) They werent to happy. So that morning, i knew they knew but they didnt know ( Read more... )

Today really sucked. Natalie broke up with me. So I really did absolutly nothing. I love her so much its crazy. She wants to know why im taking it so hard and the reason is because i love her so much. I cant even explain it. I mean i cant imagine life without her. God this sucks. I feel like crying even though ive cried all day. Im not even ( Read more... )

Well nothin really happened today. I dont think im aloud to talk to Natalie tonight wich really sucks and makes me sad. Teachin Curtis how to play tuba. Thatll be so cool. 3 tubas in marching band instead of 1 like last year. I had to play really loud. Goodtimes. Well now im just chillen, bored out of my mind. Ha but now jhonny g is online so ive ( Read more... )

U know I think saying fuck makes me feel a little better but not really. Ive decided that no one is going to allow me to be happy anymore. I dont know why. If Im ever in a good and happy mood someone has to come and utterly demolish it. Today for example, I was all happy in the morning and then someone just crushes it down. Then natalie brings it ( Read more... )