so this winter break was really eventful.

but of course you were there so you know all about it right?
well theres a journal elsewhere that really knows all the details.
but to those of you who were there, thank you. i really felt happy and loved and THAT was a change of pace for me at least.

it was really really nice.

it hit me ( Read more... )

today is okay ( Read more... )

but my voice would do nothing productive ( Read more... )

someday i'll be so damn much more

im bigger than my body gives me credit for.

i will create change in this world, and that i was i aim for. i will go to college. it will not be in long beach. i will take care of myself. and i am capable of creating change. for the better.

i just thought i would say it.
mainly to myself.

sooo basically last night was so much fun.
i got home at like 730,
i didnt do any drugs thank you!
and i danccccced like there was no tomorrow.
seriously i would tell the whole story, but i mean, most of you know what im talkin about right?

but i know who ive been.

sometimes.
i realize.
that i have to give up.

and let that which does not matter,
truely slide.

because i have to understand that i am.
i am going to get hurt in all likeliness.

and i can't make ANYONE fond of me if they don't want to be.

i hate it.
but its the truth.

chris and i are trying to make it work

i want it to

&
I GOT INTO SF STATE!!!!!!!!!

YAY!

life is pretty good.

and its only going to look up from here.

saturday- work meeting, ballet company, competition, and the play.
sunday- competition. ballet solo. im really excited slash nervous.

and in two weeks, ill be going on for drama.

its going good.

oh yeah,
WALK THIS WAY!