~Taylor~
Well the sun has just started coming up, and I don't think I slept at all! I didn't think it was possible to be this nervous, but I am just beside myself!!
I went and hopped in the shower when a knock came on the door..."Shit" I yelled getting out of the shower and wrapping a towel around me, rushing for the door, I opened it. "Sorry man, I came by to see if you could use any help, I will take you to the church." Isaac said to me.
"Yeah that would be cool, I just need to get my shower done, so give me a few minutes,I didn't sleep for shit last night." I told him.
"Dude, I remember being like that the night before my wedding too, once it is all over you will feel so much better, I am sure that Trish didn't sleep either." He told me.
"How was Ezra last night?" I asked him.
"He was fine, Zac stopped by earlier and picked him up and took him to breakfast and then is taking him to the church to get him ready with us." He said.
"Thank you guys so much, I wouldn't know what to do without you guys." I told him huggin him.
"I Know, but man get your shower done so we are not late for your own wedding!" He said giggling.
I headed back to the shower to finish up, I know he is right, I don't want to keep Trish waiting, I just so want her to be my wife.
I got done, blew dryed my hair, and grabbed what I would need for the church, and then went out into the livingroom, took a deep breath and looked at Isaac.
"You are nervous, I can tell...Just keep thinking what will be walking down to you Tay, I bet she makes you knee's weak." He said to me.
"No I will be fine." I told him, praying I was right.
We grabbed all the Tuxes and my suitcase for the honeymoon, and headed out, knowing in a couple hours all my dreams will happen, I will have a new wife and me and my son will have a family.
We got to the church to see Zac was already there waiting with Ezra, who came running over to me. "Daddy, missed you." He said to me as I took him up in my arms, and kissed his little cheek and he kissed mine back. "Daddy missed you too little man, but soon we are going to make Trish part of our family sweetie." I told him kissing him one more time as Zac came over and grabbed the Tuxes. Ezra put his hand up for Zac to high five. "You know little guy, I will never get tired of High Fives from you." He said to him as Ezra slapped his hand.
We walked into the church and into the grooms room, I started pacing..soon Ash, my dad, and Adam arrived with Mackie. "Hey man, I just came in to say hi before I go in and see my sister so she knows I am here to give her away." He said setting his Tux down.
"Thanks man, tell her I love her and I will see her soon." I told him smiling.
"I will do that Taylor, now get dressed." He said laughing.
He left the room and then we all started getting ready, Zac dressed Ezra for me..good thing my hands were shaking like there's no tomorrow, I have to get them to stop so I will be able to put the ring on her finger!
Soon Adam came back in smiling, "You think your a basket case, man she is driving your family crazy." He said laughing.
We were all dressed and ready to go, I took a deep breath in and looked at everyone, everyone I loved was here in this room with me. "In case I don't get a chance to say this to you all later, I love you all and thank you from the bottom of my heart for all that you have done for me!" I told them smiling.
"We love you too Tay." Mackie said Hugging me, Ezra came running over to me."Daddy I love you." He said, and we all stood there shocked..he actually said the full I love you! We all smiled and then opended the door and went out into the front of the church, Ezra and Mackie stayed behind with my dad so that he could get them down the aisle together, soon the music started and the wedding began.
Mackie and Ezra walked down first, Mackie holding onto Ezra's hand, making me wanna cry, then Zoe came down tossing flowers on the aisle smiling that beautiful smile of hers, I winked at her as she got to her side and she blew me a kiss.
Next Jessica walked down the aisle and Ash met her half way and she took his arm and they walked down together and she went next to Zoe, Next Avery walked down and Zac met her and she took his arm and walked down the aisle and she went and stood by Jess. Next Jade made her way down to Ike and took his arm and walked with him and then he kissed her cheek and the took her place next to the others. Finally I heard the wedding march, I was affraid to look up due to I thought I would fall over if she was more beautiful then she already was, I heard Zac gasp and I knew then I was in trouble, but I looked up to see the most beautiful woman in the world! I felt my knee's knock, and I took a deep breath and met her at the end of the aisle and Adam put her left hand into mine.
"Who here gives this woman to this man?" The minister asked.
"Her brother does." He said and then lifted her veil and kissed her teary cheek. "I love you sis." He told her.
"I love you too Adam." She said to him and then turning to face me. I could feel a tear drift down my cheek as she just took my breath away. I lipped to her the words "I love you" and she lipped it back to me.
"We are gathered her today to join Jordan and Trish in holy matrimoney. Marriage is not to be taken into lightly but to be a life long commitment of love and trust, please join your left hands."
I took her hand into mine holding it tightly, he handed me the ring and I held it to her finger and then started to say my vows to her.
"I Jordan take you Trish to be my wife, my soulmate, my future, my whole being. I promise to love you and to cherish you, always be with you, to take care of you, but most of all to be your best friend. I will trust and honor you forever, I love you with all I have in me, and you have made me a complete man." I said, choking back tears and slipping the ring onto her finger.
Then he handed my ring to Trish, I could see her hands shaking which made me smile. She placed the ring above my finger and then said her vows to me.
"I Trish take you Jordan to be my life long parter, my bestfriend, my husband. I never thought I could love anyone as much as I love you, I will treasure you with all that I have, I will always be there for you when you need me, you have made me a whole person again, you have filled my heart so full that sometimes I feel like it will explode, today we start our journey together forever.And then she placed the ring on my finger and squeezed my hand.
"As god has joined these two together let no man bring them down, Jordan, You may kiss your bride." He said smiling at me, and at that moment there was nothing I wanted more then to kiss her, I leaned forward and took her beautiful face into my hands and pulled her lips to mine and kissed her with all my love so she could feel it. I broke the kiss and turned to face everyone. "I would like to introduce to you Mr and Mrs Jordan Hanson." He said touching our shoulders, we walked down to the end of the aisle to where we were going to be in the recieving line, I looked at her and smiled. " I love you Mrs Hanson."
"I love you too Mr Hanson, and Merry Christmas." She said smiling, realizing after this is over we are going to my parents house for the tree and dinner, we will go on our honeymoon tomorrow, I didn't want to miss christmas with Ezra.
Everyone came through the line and congradulated us, and Ezra came running over to us and jumped into my arms, oh god our family was complete! "I Love you Rish" He said to her making her gasp.."Yup he learned some new stuff." I said winking at her.
"I love you too my little guy." She said..I noticed her eyes were sparkling, for the first time I felt complete love, my heart was complete thanks to this amazing woman.
We all laughed and had a great time, Ezra making sure he didn't leave our sides, then we got up to have our first dance as husband and wife, we decided on one of our songs to dance too..Never Let Go, I pulled her into my chest, and started to dance with my new wife, I never wanted to let go of her. " I have never loved anyone like this, my heart is so full of love for you." I told her kissing her lips.
"I have never loved like this either Taylor, you make my world go around, I feel so complete now." She said kissing me again.
As the song kept going everyone joined us on the floor, it was the best Christmas I have ever had, I had my friends, my family, my son and wife, I couldn't ask for more.
Soon we finished up the reception and we grabbed Ezra and thanked everyone for coming. We headed out to the car, and Ike drove, we all headed back to Mom and Dad's.
"I have to say, you guys are so perfect together, it filled my heart to see you guys get married." Jade said smiling.
"Thank you so much hun, you are a great sister!" I told her, reaching around the seat and hugging her.
"Thank you both for being so kind." She said looking at Ike.
"You are welcome. you as well are a wonderful sister, and I know that all of us feel the same way." Isaac said to her winking.
I could see her just have a huge smile across her face, knowing then she was feeling the same happiness I was!
We got to mom's and went into my old room and changed out of our wedding clothes, she hung her dress up in the closet. "That dress was amazing, I saw the T & T on it, that was very special to me." I told her, taking her into my arms and holding her, I reached for her hand, and I could hear our rings make a noise as the clicked together, making me smile.
We all went into the livingroom, all changed back into normal clothes, waiting for Dad to start handing out gifts too all the small kids.
Ezra just ripped into all his gifts, making us laugh hard, and Brianna was pretty close match for him, she so reminded me of Zac, he still rips into the gifts, I just laughed feeling all the love that was in this house right now.
Soon it came time for me to give Trish her gift from Ezra and I, it is something I think she will love. I handed it to her. "This is from Ezra and I, I hope you like." I said to her kissing her cheek.
I watched her open it, and opening the small box that it came in and then I heard her gasp, It was a ring that had each of our birthstones in it, leaving room for when we add our own children.
"Oh god Taylor, it is beautiful, I feel like such a big part of this family." She said as a tear slid down her cheek.
"Oh sweetie, you are a big part of our family, we all love you hunny." MOm said to her coming over and hugging her, followed by the rest of the family.
"You get a million smiles from me for making my brother happy, I love you more then you know for that." Zac told her hugging her tightly.
"Thank you so much Zac, I love you all too." She said smiling.
Soon everyone was in the kitchen pitching in on the dinner and it smelled so good, mom had the turkey cooking when we were all at the church, thank god for the lady that came in a couple times a week or we would be waiting forever to eat!
We ate and laughed, just really enjoying the holidays together, knowing soon Kiley was going to be having a baby then we had to go back on tour, this time, the girls were going to be staying behind because it is to much on them to be pulling them up and taking them everywhere, so soon we have to be without our wives and kids for 4 mths, none of us are looking forward to that part.
I looked around the room and saw all the love that was here, my parents were smiling and all the kids were playing with their toys, and Joshua and Jordan were being snuggled into Ike's chest, this is the best holiday ever.