We Really Shouldn't Be Doing This (5/?) PREVIEW
Title: We Really Shouldn't Be Doing This (5/?) PREVIEW
Author: tazanya
Genre: Comedy-Romance with a bit of crack; this and later Chapters have some angst and melodrama
Rating: R mostly for language and violence
Pairing: GD-Minzy-TOP, GD/CL, other YG family pairings
Author's Note: Minzy will NOT be involved in any sexytimes above PG-13. This may change, Sorry.
DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction. Any similarity to actual events or people is for entertainment and parody purposes only.
I posted the preview kinda as a warning, play time is over. This fic is about to get serious. If you had some favorites they may not be after the next couple chapters. Sorry. It will still have come levity and funny moments, but the next chapter especially may be darker than what you want. I don't mind if you want off the PM list. I won't be offended.
To be fair I did say rated R for a reason. Language and “Violence.” You have been warned.
Chapter 5 Preview
Bom-unnie had finally convinced me to talk with Jiyong-oppa. I was still a bit scared so she agreed to go with me. By the time we get to the studio I am a nervous wreck. Luckily, Jiyong-oppa is by himself. He is accommodating at our intrusion and waits politely for me to tell him what's up. Stammering slightly, I try my best to tell Jiyong-oppa what happened. Bom-unnie helps me when I can't get the words out. I am not even halfway finshed, when he cuts me off.
"Whoa, whoa, what the f*uck. He already told me it wasn't that big of a deal, that you probably just misunderstood.” He already knows? He sounds incredulous. “This is not REALLY the way it happened, right Mingkki?" He is talking sweetly, but I can hear the derision in his voice. Is Oppa taking HIS side?
I had thought that there were no more tears left, but hearing Jiyong's disbelief filled me with a new, more painful sadness. "No oppa, it was bad, really really bad. He did terrible things and hit me and ... It was awful." I expected Jiyong-oppa to be mad or maybe even sad, but I never thought he wouldn't believe me. He has to believe me.
"You really expect me to believe that my friend, who I have known way longer than any of you would do something like this? Minzy this is me, it's Oppa. I know I haven't been around lately, but do you really need to spread these kind of lies for attention.” The pleading look in his eyes was breaking my heart even further. “You want me to make you a solo song, is that what this is about. I will help you with anything, just be honest with me now, ok?" What happens to a broken heart once its destroyed even more.
Quietly, with tears streaming down my face, I whisper, "It's not a lie."
"If some terrible horrible thing really happened between you two, why wouldn't you come to me first? Why would you wait weeks to tell me? Does that even make sense? Of course you would come to me if it was something serious, right. RIGHT!" His voice is shrill and he is starting to pace around. He is no longer listening to me but ranting on his own. "This is so ludicrous and Bom noona I am disappointed you would even involve yourself in this nonsense. If you're going to spread lies at least make them believable." He is alternately pacing and staring at me with accusatory eyes. I can't even look at him, my face is becoming more and more red, the tears increasing. This can't be happening. This isn't the way this was supposed to be.
"Its not a lie, OPPA." I repeat, I don't even sound convincing to my own ears. I am so weak, I just want to sleep for days and days. Every second is like an eon and I can barely stand.
He is yelling at me now, "Don't "Oppa" me Min, just don't. No offense but, he has Kiko and about a million other girls, why would he even NEED to force himself on you?" His eyes are wild, he doesn't even believe in the possibility. "Sh*t Minzy this doesn't make any sense whatsoever."
All I want is for him to believe me, what do I have to say. I can't fight his logic, I know it doesn't make sense. I know that the idea of YG's sweet angel boy doing something like this is beyond believable. But it did happen, Oppa has to believe me, believe in me. I wouldn't lie. However, I can't muster the courage to defend myself under Jiyong-oppa's intense stare.
"I don't know, but PLEASE, I don't know. I am sorry Oppa. So Sorry." I meekly retort, having no energy to construct a better response. Never has Jiyong-oppa been this mad at me, or at anything. The tension in the room is strangling me. The crying has left me lightheaded and weak. I can barely breath, I vaguely feel Bom-unnie beside me holding me, propping me up, she too seems stunned by Oppa's anger.
"Do women have b*tch school or does lying for attention just come naturally?" he screams.
BWAK!
I hear the sound before my mind registers what happened. I couldn't believe my eyes, Chae Rin-unnie just punched Jiyong-oppa. I hadn't even seen her enter the room, she came out of nowhere.
In a deadly low voice, one I had never heard before, CL interjects, "if you ever talk to Minzy this way again, I won't stop hitting you until I have broken every bone in your face." She sharply swerves from Oppa and directs her ire and disappointment towards Bom-unnie, "how could you stand here and let him degrade her like this? Why unnie?" she laments.
I think CL's words pull unnie out of a trance, she looks at me and repeats over and over "I'm Sorry, I'm so sorry, this was a mistake."
Unfazed, CL-unnie takes my hand, extracts me from Bom's embrace, then leads me towards the exit, "come one sweetheart, let's go home," she says with surprising tenderness. I am too exhausted to argue and allow myself to be led to the exit.
Oppa doesn't say anything as we leave. He doesn't even look that mad anymore, just shocked. I look back just to make sure he is alright. I want to run to him, I want him to comfort me and tell me this is just some horrible nightmare, but I am rational enough to know that won't happen, not right now, probably not ever. I wonder silently, does he hate me now?