well im crying partially because i thought of suicide again after about a year of only thinking about it once or twice and i havent in a really long time and this is after thinking of it every day and some of those people i have uber problems with yet we call eachother "best friends" its also partially happiness because im finally giving up wut i kno is wrong and im gonna fix it
Liberating yourself from the constraints that others place on you is no reason to think of suicide. You should be happy that you are no longer tying yourself down to what people expect you to be. Be an individual, not a clone. And the problems you have are fairly minor, if things like this are what you are worrying(sp?) about.
its more but the suicide think was over so many things i had a complete breakdown in the time i wasnt talking to u and everything just kind of mushed together and made me really down but im back up now and not crying anymore and listening to Christian music and that makes me happy
i love u tori!u have taught me stuff too youve taught me that i shouldnt be what people expect me to be and im not the little shy girl i used to be ...i dont believe i ever was you helped me get out of that shell.
TORI!!!I have found you (via danielle, lol) You totally gotta add me up, or i shall die a thousand deaths! ::walks away dramatically:: <3 always Amanda Chrysalis Flihgt #3 Table of the Fluttering waterflies For Jesus AKA-The Futterflies =)
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its also partially happiness because im finally giving up wut i kno is wrong and im gonna fix it
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without you.....id be....at FLCT **hides in shame** LOL.
JK I <3 FLCT (hah)
Anway...see you at rehearsal oh. magnificant stage manager!
XOX LEX
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i love you
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::walks away dramatically::
<3 always
Amanda
Chrysalis Flihgt #3
Table of the Fluttering waterflies For Jesus
AKA-The Futterflies
=)
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